All Time Low saved my life?

 "You're worthless. Everyone hates you. You were a mistake." my dad said smirking. He then smacked me across the face. He laughed and kept punching me everywhere. 

I woke up by Alex shaking me. I was crying I kept having that same dream although it wasn't a dream it was a Flashback. These flashbacks keep haunting me.

I should probably start off with what exactly happened and how i got to where i am now. Well.. My name is Kayla. I am 22, I am engaged to Alex Gaskarth and my life has basically been Perfect since Alex, Jack, Rian and Zack saved my life 4 and a half years ago. So i'll start from the beginning..

Well.. It all started when i was 12 my family started treating me differently, at first I didn't really bother with it until they started calling me fat, ugly all of that kind of stuff. I had tried to ignore it but they kept doing it and i had stopped eating because I believed it, I hated everything about myself. By the time I was 16 my whole family had started beating me for no reason, whenever i breathed or looked at them they would hit me. I had started cutting myself all over my stomach, arms, wrists and legs I couldn't handle the pain of my own family treating me like that. All my "friends" at school left me so i was myself apart from my best friend Kathy, she stuck by me through everything she was the only person i was close with that could make me smile. All i had in my life that made me happy was music and Kathy. Music was the only thing that would get me through the days I had felt like killing myself many times and had tried many times but just couldn't do it. 

5 months after my 18th birthday everything was worse than it could get, my parents were kicking me out the house after graduation (which made me surprisingly happy to be getting away) but they had taken all my money i had saved up, they ripped up my ticket for the All Time Low concert, the only thing they didn't take was my phone and ipod because I had been hiding them ever since i was 15 because they threatened to take them and smash them. 

I was sitting in my class and people were throwing things at me and laughing and i just couldn't take it anymore, so i got up and walked out i found the door to the roof of the school, opened it and climbed out i sat near the edge with my knees up to my chest. I put my head on my knees and cried I looked over the side and knew it was time. I was going to do it. I was going to jump.