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Appetence

What is love?

Can you answer that?

Are you sure you know what it means?

Think again. 

None of us knows the answer. 

None of us ever will.

ASUKA
(runs towards Hikari after classes)
     Hikari!~

HIKARI
(turns around)
    Huh? A - Asuka - chan ... ? What is it?

ASUKA
     Today, today...
(tries to catch a breath)
              ... Today is the day!

HIKARI

     What do you mean?

ASUKA
     I did it! Rei accepted my invitation to go on a date.
(hugs Hikari)
           I knew I, we.. we could do it! Thank you so so so much!!

You think this is love,

but it's actually not...

This is not love, darling,

this is not love.

HIKARI
    Ah, yeah, I'm always glad to help my friend.

ASUKA
    You're not just a friend, you are my messiah-

HIKARI
 (nervous laugh, blushes)
    Let's not go in there, haha...

ASUKA
    Still! I want to thank you!

(bell rings)

ASUKA
     It's time. See you tomorrow, Hikari.

HIKARI
     Bye..

You are watching this gorgeous hair and gorgeous smile fade

you let the others take them away from you.

The smile and the soul that would warm you every day and night,

now will be making someone else happy.

How does it feel?

Are you jealous? Are you envious?

Or you will move on because even your loved one wouldn't want this...

... Right?

W̶̖̺͈̠̲̰͙͘͘Ȟ̸̨̢̛̺̻̼͚̦̠͚͛͒̐͌̕͠Ą̵̖͔̝̲̯͙̀̒̇͂͝T̴̛͎̽̅̓͌̉̊͜ ̴͙̟͙̅̊͋̈́̀̅̋̃̒̊Ẃ̵̺̞̌̊̅̃̅͑̅̍͛I̴͉̻̻͈̳͍̍̀̈̓͝ͅL̵̢̞̘̝̭̮̣̖̙͋͌̀̎̈́͑̾͘͜͝͝L̸̡̲͍̃͆̈͂̇͋̈́̚ ̴̡̻̇̿̍̔Y̷̨̛͍̟̮̥̆̍̐́͑O̵̤̿̈͒͛Ú̷͙̭͎͚̠̿̽̿́͑̕͘ ̴̫̺̯̅̔̐͛̃͊̔̚͘͝D̸͓̮̮̣̖̐̈́̾̀͘͝Ơ̴̦͈͚̝ ̵̛̛̜̬͉̣̉̿͐̈́́̄̏́N̵̛̯̮͍̠̲͙͇̳̰̎̌̂͌̀̐̿͠͝Ȏ̶͈̳̠́̀͊̓̚͝W̵̨̨̹̥̰̹̲̠̄͊̔̊?̶̬̱̫̯͙͉͚̠̖̭̋̈́̉̎̊̇́́̈̑

Ỵ̶̽̇͛̓͋͗̑O̸͇̍̎͝U̴̬̣͓̝̠͒͝ ̷̺̘̮̪̝̺̀C̷̡̜̹͈̀̽Ą̶͍̹̻͆̽̄̔̓͠Ų̵̲̪͎͙͍̉̆̾G̵̻̙̪̥̥̎̇͌̋Ḥ̶̋̃͌̈́̿͂T̵̛̻̘͈͕͑͋͐̈́̔͘ ̴̙̠͚̾̀̾̑̚͠F̸͇̠̍̽͂̾̕͝Ë̴͍̫́̋̎͠Ë̴̘̱̖̣́͑ͅL̶̟̪̱̲̾̆̈́̅́̍͝I̸̡͈̣̼͎͚̠̐̕͠Ņ̸̱͉̼͍̲̍G̸̛̼͒͗̅͑̾S̵͇͍̰̦̟̠̜̈͂̂̄ ̵̡̡̢̛̍F̸̛͙̙̦̦̀́̄O̵̯̣̾R̸̨̬͕̼̮͙͌̈́̾͗̇ ̶̢̫̘̦͉͓̀̆͝S̴̨͉̥̞̍̈́̈́̾Ó̵̳̇̆̓̃̈́M̷̢̳͉̙̥͍̎̇̂̕E̷̫̫̫̘͒̏̋́͜ͅO̶̯̓̾̉͠Ń̸̨̗̮͇̙̣̙̆̃Ȩ̵̢̯͉̤̬͋̎̒͆̇̚.̴̢̬͐͒̎̿͠ͅ ̷̨̭̯̥̊͜Ỵ̶͕̙̗̟̞́̀̎͜Ǫ̴̞̝̞̼́̃̃̒Ṷ̸̱͌ ̸̹̞́̾̄̅̄̄̕C̸̢̬̘̲̥͗̃̈́͋͑͋A̷͍͖̒̂͒̉̃͝͝ͅÙ̶̢̗̹͚͂͑͠G̵̞̦̙̉̓ͅḤ̷̲̊T̸̻͐͐̏̃͝ ̴̳̔̅̂̽̿F̶̝̻͆̇̏́E̸͛̽͌͒͜E̶̹͔̳̱͐L̵͔̼͕͚̺̙̣̅I̸̛̞̗̐̊̽N̵̺̖̟̥͒̊͐̂͠ͅG̵͍̣͎͑̈̔͘͝S̷̲̑̆̆̚̚͘ ̸̛̭͓̅̒̃̂F̷̢̭̂̃̿̃Ǫ̴̅̂R̸̰̹͓͗ͅ ̷̧̹͍̫̩͎͉̒S̸̡͙̜͓͇̥̓̉̃͜Ő̷̧̪̼̮̦͕͖̀M̵̧̪̯̰͉͛͂͌̕̚È̷̛̩̝́̑͛̉͂O̵͉͙̤̺̻̤̹͂̋Ņ̶̙͈̙͕̫̼̂̾̑͗̒͝E̵̝͛́̀̈́ͅ.̶͍̺̻̓̐͂̑̿͜ ̶̢̡̜̱̝͙̇͗̏͗Y̸̺̱̻͊̎O̸̧̳̖̖̺̟̬̽Ū̶̡̧̨͍͍̥͑̀ ̴̙̃C̸͉͍̭̋̀̓̾̈́͘͘A̶̡͐͛̃̀́͂Ű̴̀̏͜ͅG̴̡̯͂͗H̷̨̠̔̈́̀͑͌̚ͅT̷͍̣̽̏̚͜ ̶̔̔͝͝ͅF̴̡̺̝̪̙̣̃̔̓͜E̴̹̱͓̯͂̇ͅĒ̸̫͉͕̿L̷͕͎͇͒͛̃͘I̵͉͋̊̒̽́͑̕N̶̙̹̖͉̏̃̅̃̓G̵̦̜̣̩̫̯͋̔̅̏̆͌ͅS̶̢͙̗̫̟̲͑̈́͊͊ ̴̻̗̗͗̒̒͂͜F̵̮̝̋̊O̶̖͖̽͑̄͐͊R̵̮̠͉̭̳̻̟̋̂ ̶̟̹̥̣̩̆̾͛͘͘͝S̷̢̨͈̭̟̓̏̒̓O̵̢̢̯͇̘̪͗̈́̿͘͝M̶̱̐̌̀͘É̸̫͙͖̣͈̐̄̄̏ͅỜ̶̧̝͓͇̦̱͌̇̾̚ͅN̸̯̞̗̽̉̿̃̍̽Ę̶̥̭̞̤̫̼̆̄.̴̨̞̳̏̌͆͂͝ ̴͔͙̹̗͙̩̮̓Ẏ̵̧̯͚̙͊Ó̸̮̮͓̳̹̹̃͊͌Ư̵̩͝ ̶̟̱͕̼̺̗̭̿́̈́̄C̷͉̩̼̫̰͔̊̓͒́͝A̴̜̗̺̰͉̳̺̔̓͆͒U̶̖͒̈́͒̏̾́͘Ģ̴̜̺̥͖̭̅̾̌͐H̷̹̼͈̝̣́̏̓̈́͂̆͂T̷͚̻̎̀ ̴̝͙̼͎͎̃̋͛͛̔̿̀F̶͉̭̉E̵̥͌E̵͙̫̺͓̦̒̿͗̓͋L̵̯͇̪̝͎̋͝I̴̬̳̙̫̙̟͖̋̈́͌͂́N̴̦̻̥̩̉G̶̟̮̕Ś̷̺̰͍͙̱̿ ̶͆͗͜F̴̢̙͇̈́͋̀͠ͅÓ̶̘̘̺̩͇͔̺͛R̵̪̺̜̤͆͊̀̀͗ͅͅ ̴̲̘̒̈́S̸̨̡̭͙̥͛̽͋̓͊͠͝Ò̷̪͙̊̈́͑͊͋̕͜M̷̙̪̰̼̱̔̉͋̆̎E̷̡̲͎̪̩͗̄̃̉́̽O̸̡̡̖͍̦͂͒̂̇̽͘N̸̘̙̖̰̉͆̃͐͜Ȩ̴̥̪̲̮̄͗̿͆̈́.̸̡̠͔̭̖͊̈̎̔̊͂͘ ̸̠̯̩̏̈́͌̀́

(the next day)

HIKARI
    How was it, Asuka?

ASUKA
    It went great. I was nervous, I thought everything will go...
... to shit. But then I remembered your great advices. To be myself!
       To love and feel for myself and for her...
                      ... Thank you!

HIKARI
      So this is what I should do too. To be my true self with her,
and appreciate every second I have with here wether we are
             friends or not. No, Asuka. I should be the one thanking you... For everything...