Invisible [h.s.]

Chap 8-Nice to Meet You

*Jezabelle's Pov*

        I woke up before Harry so I decided to go to my flat and get ready for school. I was a little lagging today because I couldn't get the image of Harry out of my mind. I don't mean the normal Harry that's cheery and Happy, I mean the Harry that was broken and fragile. I was almost scared to touch him because I thought he might break. I didn't notice I had dressed myself and Harry was knocking on my door. He looked terrible to be honest. He had bags under his eyes and he looked pale. His smile was obviously forced as well as of his laugh. I felt bad, he doesn't deserve to have to go through this. I don't really know anything about him and Gemma's relationship but I can tell they were close and he cared deeply about her. We didn't talk much the whole way to school accept simple good mornings or how are you. It hurt me to see him so distance and quiet. When we got to school and got out of the car I grabbed Harry and hugged him. Long and tight hug. He hugged me back and buried his face in my neck. 

"Harry I think people are staring..."

"Does it look like I give a fuck Jez?" I just chuckled at his response and pulled away from the hug. I offered to walk him to his first period and he happily accepted then grabbed my hand laced our fingers together. I looked up at him smiled and squeezed his hand, which he squeezed in return. Now that smile wasn't forced it just flowed which is an improvement. I noticed people staring at out intertwined hands in the halls. I kept my head down as Harry said hey to multiple friends. Again with the fake smiles and laughs. I wish I could just snap my fingers and make him happy again but unfortunately its not going to happen that way. I was snapped out of my trance when Harry tapped my shoulder to get my attention. A girl with short blond hair was standing beside Harry looking at me. I guess she was talking to me? I was in shock at first, I mean no one ever talks to me. Why is she now? 

"I love you outfit so much! Its so like old fashion. Its so cute!" She said smiling. Her smile was really pretty...why couldn't mine be like that? 

"Um thanks I guess," I said shyly. 

"God Perrie don't fucking scare her you peppy freak," Harry joked with her. I felt awkward just standing there so I said something. I'm sure if it was the right thing to do but she seemed nice enough and Harry did tell me to speak up soooo why not. 

"Your names Perrie?" I asked. I know weird but what ever.

"Yep Perrie Edwards. Whats yours?" 

"Jezabelle Perry," I laughed at the same similarity.

"W-wait your Jezabelle?" She said like she was shocked like she knew me or have heard of me.

"Yeah? why?" I questioned.

"Uh nothing, it was uh nice to meet you. See you at lunch Harry," She said then walked away. That was weird. I thought to myself. When we arrived at Harry's lesson room he praised me for meeting someone even  thought it was a little awkward. 

"Meet me at the Library before lunch please?" he asked. 

"Why? If your wanting me to sit with you I don't see the point," I sighed.

"Just Please Baby Doll For me?" he pleaded.

"Fine...Baby Doll? Where did that come from?" I giggled

"Just get to class before your late," he kissed my forehead and I walked away on cloud nine. It seemed he was happier then before I hope nothing is going to change that. If I could get his mind off it for a while I would but this is way to serious for that. I noticed the bell was about to ring so I sprinted to my lesson.

**Later the school day**

I quickly walked to the library, I was excited to see him and find out if he was doing better then this morning. When I rounded the corner I saw Harrys tall figure standing there with his hands covering his face and his shoulders slumped. My mood was now saddened due to his position. When I finally came fourth him I grabbed his hands and moved them away from his face. His eyes were red and he looked as if he were about to cry. I silently wrapped my small arms around his tall frame and hugged his. A sob escaped his lips and I whispered an oh Harry to my self. When he pulled back his eyes were normal. Well not exactly normal, they didn't have the normal spark they usually do and the weren't vibrant green, they were dual and dim. He looked back to "normal". He sighed and grabbed my hand, and started toward the lunch room. When we got to the table I sat next to Harry. The only person I knew there was Perrie. she waved to me and I smiled back, other then her everyone else look a strange. There was a boy with blond hair and blue eyes and another with blondish curly hair and a bandana around his head, and a band t-shirt on. They all greeted Harry and he silently nodded back. I just sat with my head down until the boy with the bandana spoke up.

"Um Haz who is this?" He asked 

"Oh right this is Jezabelle Perry. I just moved in next to her and i have a crush on her so no tyring anything. Understand boys," he chuckled. I just looked up at him shocked. He looked down and winked. 

"Ah well g'day Jezabelle I'm Ashton Irwin," He shook my hand and smiled brightly. Then the blond spoke.

"Aye, Im Niall its nice to meet you," he said and shook my hand. he had a heavy Irish accent and Ashton had a heavy Australian accent. I wonder how they ended up here. After they had introduced themselves everyone went into deep conversation...except me. I was always left out. Invisible I thought to myself. Fucking Invisible.

*Anon Pov*

As everyone engrossed in conversation Jezabelle sat staring off into the distance thinking about what ever popped into her head,not paying attention to the conversation. As she was lost in thought the others were talking about Perries boyfriend.

"So my boyfriend Zayn as you all known...is moving here!! He starts Friday!" Perrie cheered. 

"Wait you have a boyfriend?! you, Perrie Edwards has a boyfriend...wow, the beast can be loved," Niall joked and burst into laughter. Perrie Politely stuck up her middle finger and walked away from the table.

"Wow who shoved a stick up her ass?" Niall retorted. 

"Probable you, dickhead," Ashton shot back. Niall shrugged and mumbled dammit always chasing the ones I like off. Nice Niall. Under his breath. Jezabelle was snapped back to reality by the bell signaling lunch had ended. Harry grabbed Jezabelles hand and walked her to her locker so she could get her books. 

"Are you excited to meet him?" Harry asked 

"Meet who?" 

"Perries boyfriend Zayn, he starts Friday. He sounds pretty chill if you ask me, I mean I've-" he was cut off by Jezabelle dropping her books. At the mention of the name Zayn Jezabelle Stopped in mid action dropping all her belongings on the ground attracting stares from her peers. She quickly regained herself and picked up her stuff. She slammed her locker and quickly walked away from the stares toward her french class. Harry jogged after her calling for her, she stop at a halt, which caused Harry to almost run into her back.  

"What Harry," she snapped.

"What the hell was that. You looked like you just saw a ghost when I said Zayn," he questioned. She cringed at the second mention of his name

"Just please go to your next lesson we are going to be late," she pleaded tiredly. Harry could tell she wanted to drop the subject from the look in her eyes. He nodded an okay before kissing her forehead and walking away. Jezabelles head was spinning due to the fact that the Zayn Harry was talking about could be her Zayn. Would if it is and he is trying to find and get revenge for running away that night. She cleared her head of those thoughts convincing herself she just  over reacting. There's a lot of people named Zayn right? It couldn't be the same one, it isn't the same one. She told herself. She took a deep breath before she walked into French lesson. Just forget about it focus on the present Jezabelle. She mumbled to herself.

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HERE YOU GO ANOTHER UPDATE...PLEASE COMMENT WHAT YOU THINK. IVE DECIDED IN GOING TO TRY TO UPDATE MONDAYS, BEFORE MIDNIGHT. SOO YEAH. ASHTON IRWIN IS FUCKING 20 TODAY (JULY 7) GUYS!!! I CRIED A BIT AND TWEETED HIM 2 TIMES AND I COMMENTED 2 TIMES ON INSTAGRAM. I HAVE AN OBSESSION OOPS?  PEACE OUT LOVES

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