Invisible [h.s.]

Chap 11-Its Been Hell

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*Harrys Pov*

Monday morning I got ready for school hoping to see Jezabelle and talk to her. For the rest of weekend she ignored my calls and texts. I knocked on her door a few times but no answer...no surprise. It was complete hell without her. I couldnt stop worrying about her i she was okay. When I walked out of the house her car was gone. She probably left early so she didnt have to see me. I dont understand what I did wrong. I mean she thought I thought she was lying about all that Zayn stuff. But thats not true. I believed her. I just dont see him as that kind of person. I mean he very well could be, I wouldnt know. Ive met him lie twice, one of the 2 times I was wasted. I slowly drove to school in a daze. I just pray that I didnt loose her. I only was trying to help her last night. I dont wanna even know what Zayn was going to do I mean seeing him shoved and grip her like that. It just upsets me to a max. I wish I could change what happened.

"Hey man," Ashton said as I sat down beside him in Maths.

"Hi Ash.." I murmured.

"Haz mate whats wrong? You look a little...sad?" It came out more as a Question then a statement.

"I messed up with Jezabelle...she told me some personal stuff and then I said something stupid and she took it the wrong way. Then I rescued her form someone and then said something seriously stupid and that pissed her off anymore. Lets just say when I left she was on her floor crying. I mean its only been a day and I feel like I've lost part of me. Her beautiful smile and laugh is what I long for right now. " I rubbed my hands over my face in frustration.

"And you just left her like that!?"

"Well yeah, I mean she told me to just leave and I didnt want to make it worse I already messed up enough,"

"Haz mate you cant just leave her like that. When they say leave they mean stay,"

"Yeah like your the one to ask," I scoffed. "I just really like her and dont want that to be the last conversation. Shes not one to give her trust into just anyone. I really really like Jezabelle and I cant bare to lose someone else that I care for after the whole Gemma thing," I sighed. I heard the girl behind me whisper Just talk to her she will understand...tell her how you feel. I looked back at her and she was intensely staring at the back of Ashtons head. Ive never really noticed her and ive for like 3 weeks...and she sits right behind me. Oops? Maybe shes and Invisible too. I got my phone out and suck a text to Ash saying; Look behind me the girl is staring at you! He looked back and made eyes contact for like 10 seconds then he smiled and winked and focused back on the class. It would be nice to see Ashton with someone finally. The bell rang meaning I had English with Jezabelle next. I was going to talk to her and set things straight.

"Jezabelle hey can we talk?" I pleaded.

"No," is all she said not even look at my face and went into the lesson room. I was confused why couldn't we talk. Ill just do it when I see her back at home. The rest of the day slowly past up until lunch. I was hoping to see Jezabelle at the corner by the library but she wasnt there. I never realized how much her presents enlightened me until shes gone. When I got into the lunch room Jezabelle was sat with the same girl that was in my Maths class. I got an idea. I strolled over to their table and sat down nexrt to the unknown girl.

"Hey I have a question about our homework in Maths..." I trailed off ask I saw Jezabelle scoff and get up and leave. Thats it she just got up and left. I was stunned. Was she really that upset?

"Dont worry Harry she will come around. Just give her time," the girl spoke softly and laid a hand on my shoulder. When she got up to leave I grabbed her wrist.

"Can you help me get Jezabelle to talk to me please?" she nodded.

"What is your name?"

"Zoey," she said and put her head to the floor.

"Are you new Ive never seen you before?" I asked

"No thats where my label comes from..ya know Invisible like Jezabelle." I made and "o" shape with my mouth and apologized, even though she didn't seem offended. She nodded then walked off.

"By the way Zoey Ill tell Ashton you said hey," I winked and walked away. I chuckled at how wide her eyes got.

"Hey ash!" I said loud enough for her to hear. I heard her gasp and quickly walk out of the room.

*Jezabelles Pov

I was on my way to lunch when I ran into someone. I felt so bad all her books fell from her hands.

"Oh my, Im sorry..." I saw her dame on her paper "Zoey I didnt mean to I wasnt watching where I was going," I said helping her pick the rest of it up. I recognized her. She was like me, just floating around in the shadows. She was an Invisible

"Its okay," shes very quiet. and kind I like her.

"So do you wanna sit together at lunch maybe?" I asked scared for an answer. She slowly nodded and we walked to the lunch area. Once we got what we needed we sat down. I caught her sneaking glances at Ashton every few minuets.

"So Ashton huh?" I said My question struck her. She just blushed and shook her head no. "Come one I wont tell plus I just saw you staring at him all in a trance." I said and wiggled my eyebrows.

"Dammit I always get caught staring,"

"What do you mean?"

"Well this morning in Maths Harry caught me looking at him and then told Ashton. He looked back at me and we held gazes for like 10 seconds. I just couldnt look away!"

"Wait Harry as IN Harry Styles?"

"mmhm why do you know him?"

"Um yeah but...never mind."

"Wait your Jezabelle arent you!" she connected points. "he was talking about you. How your mad or something and wont talk to him, but hes like lost without you and hopes he didnt loose you." she rambled. he said that? I rolled my eyes acting like I didnt care but on the inside I was surprised that I meant that much to him. I cant believe he thought he lost me. Hes all I have he could never loose me. I was about to respond back but Harry came and sat down. He pretended to ask Zoey a question but he was watching the whole time. I stared at him. I could see the plead in his eyes for me to listen to him. I saw hurt. I know I needed him and couldnt live without him. The 2 weekend days without him were complete hell. I mean all I did was cry. I needed him to make me happy and it was my stupid shit self that messed that up, that drive him away. I had no one else to blame but myself. Hes always going to be the person I go to when I need some one or im just bored. Hes all I have. Even though I know these things are very true I scoffed and got up. I honestly needed sometime to think things out.

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