Internal Love

Chapter 1

            "Dear Diary,        
It's been two years since I kept my secret, that I am.....
I feel like I should tell him but I can't."      
    At this moment , I was interrupted by a knock at my door. I answered the door, it was my adorable boyfriend Tyler. He asked " Do you want to see a movie with me?"
"Of course I will." I said.
We planned to meet up at my dorm to walk to class. Tyler and I were finishing our tests. I got up to hand in my test. But I bumped into someone. I look to see my best friend Jackson.
"Oh, sorry Jackson " I said.
"It's ok don't apologize it was my fault" Jackson said.
I helped Jackson pick up the papers he dropped. I handed in my test in and headed to my seat.
"What was that about?" Tyler asked.
I accidentally bumped into Jackson and helped him pick up the papers he dropped" I muttered in response.
"Ok" Tyler said rolling his eyes.
"Why?" I questioned with a curious glare.
"Just wondering" Tyler said.
"Ok" I say confused.
I thought to myself, is Tyler jealous? He shouldn't be I love him. Plus, I don't like Jackson in that way. The bell rang for the end of class. I grabbed my books and Tyler and I headed to our class. I stopped to someone yelling my name.
"Isabelle wait!" Jackson yelled. I turn to see him.
"Oh, Hey Jackson " I greeted.
"You left me behind, we have class with each other next " Jackson explained.
"Oh, I'm sorry Jackson I forgot " I said.
" it's fine, we can go now."
I say goodbye to Tyler to go to class.
"See you later" I said as I hugged him. Tyler hugged back.
"See ya " Tyler said.
"Bye buddy" Jackson said. Tyler didn't look happy when he left me with Jackson.
"You ready?" Jackson asked.
I was distracted by m own thoughts. Is Tyler ok? He used to say bye to Jackson before class. I flash back to reality with Jackson trying to get my attention.
"Hey, Isabelle, you ok?" Jackson asked concerned.
"Yeah, just  thinking" I say.
"You sure, do you want to talk about it?"
"I'm sure Jackson, let's go to class before the bell.
"Right" Jackson said. We finally walked to class.

*~~~~~~~*
It was finally lunchtime. I looked around the cafe for my boyfriend. I see him at table in the corner with his head down. I walk over to see if he's ok.
"Tyler, You ok?" I say as I rub his back to comfort. Tyler looked up and smiled.
"I'm fine, just tired"
"You sure, you don't look good."
"Yeah, I'm good"
"Ok, let's get lunch."
From the looks of it, Tyler looks like he's going to pass out. I stay close just in case. Before I know it, I see Tyler hit the ground.
"OH MY GOD, TYLER!" I yelled. Tears start to stream down my face.
"Tyler, can you hear me?"
He doesn't reply. I put my hand on his forehead. He was burning up. I see Jackson next to me through my tears.
"Jackson, please go get the nurse, quickly" I say.
Jackson left to go get the nurse. I'm still next to him crying. Hoping he would wake up. Jackson came running in with the nurse.
"Please tell me he's going to be ok " I say talking through my sobs. I see the nurse's face it doesn't look happy.
"I'm sorry from the looks of it, he needs to go to the hospital " she said. I couldn't stop crying . Paramedics came in and put him on the stretcher.
"Cam I come please." The nurse turns and said " I'm sorry you need to stay here."
"Please, I need to see if he is ok " I explained.
"I'm sorry I can't let you go "she said.
My tears came down like a waterfall now. The last thing I remember is Jackson hugging me and I blacked out.                                   

A/N

I hope you guys enjoy the first chapter my story. It's one my first stories I ever made. I had help with the story so, I give so credit to my editors/friends who helped me with this story. Again I hoped you enjoy the first chapter. Have a good day. Bye.