behind me | d.t

EP 6: Here For You

G i a n n a

HIS hands laced their way behind my back as he tried to undo my bra. I pulled his hands back to my front and brought them up to my face, contemplating if this was a good idea or not. His hands tried to go back for the third time, leaving me no choice but to stop the whole situation. "Hey maybe, um, we should just take a second to breathe."

His lips were swollen, his face was flushed and his body was almost completely naked, only having his boxers covering him. "Gi, you said you'd be ready." He looked for agreement but I just shrugged. "Trust me, you'll love it."

"It's just-It's something I can't take back." I sighed, seeing his face grow sad. "I'm sorry, I'll stop talking." My guilt took over and I pulled him in for another kiss. His breath hitched while his hand lead its way down my stomach towards my heat.

I gasped as he rubbed me over my thong, being so close to touching me - there. I moaned without thought, then covered my mouth feeling dirty and wrong. I wasn't ready for this. "I'm gonna make you feel so fucking good. You won't want me to stop." He growled into my neck.

"No, I want to stop. This feels weird. I feel wrong." I started complaining but he grew deaf, too wrapped up on kissing my collarbone, to hear anything from me. His hand started going under my thong and I started freaking out. "Kian, stop."

"Sh, you're just nervous." He covered my mouth with his hand and started rubbing my heat while I tried to push him off, "Gosh Gianna, just relax."

"I want to stop." I cried into his hand, with one person in my head, Ethan. This wasn't how it was supposed to happen.

"Get the fuck off of her!" I heard another voice boom through the room while Kian casually rolled his eyes. "Are you fucking crazy?! She's a fucking kid!"

He crawled off and stood up to Ethan, whose fists were clenched at his sides while he ordered me to get out. I got up shocked and embarrassed, but listened to his orders.

"No, Gianna stay. Come on, baby, I'm you're boyfriend, listen to me." He soothed me, trying to get me to stand next to him.

"She wanted to stop," Ethan growled as he took a step closer, "And you kept fucking touching her!" He pushed his shoulders away.

"She's my girlfriend Ethan. I fuck my girlfriends! Don't act like you dont." He pushed Ethan back which pissed him off further. The room started closing in on me the louder they argued. "I don't know why you find such an interest in my girlfriend, but it needs to fucking stop."

"She's 17. A fucking girl. She's not ready to have sex with a fucking 25 year old, you preverted prick!" Ethan was menacing in the way he spoke, it sent cold shivers don't my spine.

"She made a choice-"

"And the choice was no." Ethan reminded him.

"Why the hell are you here Ethan? Huh? What made you come here? You think I'm fucking stupid? You slept with her, didn't you."

"God are you only trying to get in her pants?" Ethan laughed with anger and pity.

"Oh we both fucked Meredith, Ethan. Let's share her too right? Is that what you want?!" Kian shoved Ethan into the wall while I squealed in fear.

"Kian-" I tried to speak but Kian screamed over me to shut up.

"Don't fucking scream at her!" Ethan bellowed, shoving Kian into the bed behind him. Kian didn't rest long, as he jumped back up and shoved Ethan into the TV set.

My entire body went numb at the fight I caused - the anxiety consuming me as I lost my breath to Ethan falling down in pain.

A rumble started while I backpedaled into the wall behind me, tearing up at the sight in front of me.

(Drop In the Ocean - Ron Pope)

Before I knew it, Kaiden was in front of my face and everything was moving in slow motion. She tried to grab my attention but all I could hear was the grunting and punching in the background. She covered my mouth, helping me realize I was screaming for them to stop, and dragged me out of the room. Within seconds I was out in the hall, being shoved by security to make way. I saw them enter the room, revealing ethan and grayson having the advantage of Kian on the floor.

[time skip]

G r a y s o n

"I'll text her mom that we're staying over your house." Kaiden mumbled, leaning her head against my shoulder. "How far are we?"

"Another ten minutes." Ethan informed us while keeping his eyes on the road. Once we were all kicked out of the hotel, headlines broke out and we were on our way back to jersey. Ethan occasionally glanced over to Gianna who was wrapped in a blanket, looking out the window as we drove.

Kaiden and I were comfortable in the back of the car, resting in the silence that filled our ears. I noticed her eyes felt heavier and heavier as they drooped to a close, sending her off to sleep for the night. I just rested back into the seat, admiring her at rest. It was a strange giddy feeling to take her home, it was the first girl I ever took home to my family.

Her body was lifted from the car, with my footsteps leading her into my home. I nodded off to Ethan before heading up to my room for the night.

Once her head came in contact with my pillow, I was done for good, compelled with the concept of her sleeping there. I climbed in and wrapped my arms around her, feeling my heart swell at her warmth. My eyes stayed open as I listened to her breathing. "I'm slowly going crazy for you." I whispered to her unconscious self before falling asleep on her.

E t h a n

She walked out the patio door towards the hammock Gray and I built last year. Grayson and Kaiden just went upstairs, and mom and dad were in Florida for the week. The house was still and quiet while I watched Gianna slowly climb onto the hammock. She climbed on slowly then started shaking heavily, as if she was sobbing. I tossed my keys on the counter and opened the door to go after her.

I stopped in my tracks when I saw her look up at me with a heaving chest and swollen eyes. We stayed in those positions till she let out another whale of tears. My feet picked up their pace as I crawled onto the hammock with her, pulling her close as she cried into my sweatshirt. "Shhh," I whispered, fighting back tears. "Sh, it's okay. You're okay."

"I'm so sorry," She whimpered with a follow river of tears. "I-I-I'm so s-sorry."

"Don't be. I'm not mad at you. I'm just glad you're okay." I kissed her forehead as she cried into my chest.

"I'm not okay." She cried, holding onto me tighter. My entire heart shattered into pieces. "He took advantage of me."

I shushed her with tears brimming my eyes, wanting to take her away from it all in my arms. I held her as if the world was about to rip us apart. I didn't even question my actions. She was worth so much more than she deserves. I wanted to put everything behind me and build a new person with her. A person who stays with her in moments like these.

So we stayed that way until she finally fell asleep in my arms. Without wanting to wake her up, I sucked up the cold and held her close to mine as I fell asleep from the warmth of her body. My face and fists ached as I drifted to rest. These bruises were worth it...what was this girl doing to me?

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