Without You || Park Jimin

Chapter 4

Jimin's POV
When I finally made it over to Yebin, my heart broke into pieces

" No... no.. no no! Yebin No!"

Blood was everywhere, coming from her head and mouth, I dropped down on my knees, with shaky hands, I carefully picked her up into my embrace

"Y-Y-Yebin........*Hyperventalting*

" Ahhhhhh! Someone call the ambulance!!"

I screamed at the people who we're just looking around until someone finally called, I looked back down at Yebin, I placed my hand to her cheek and slowly caressed it.

" Yebin.... open y-your e-eyes... please.. I'm s-sorry... I'm sss-orry.... please just open your eyes Yebin...

I leaned my forehead to hers as my tears hit her bloody face.

" Yebin... are you really leaving me, without letting me see your eyes again?"

I hugged her tighter in my embrace, while wondering where the hell is this freaking ambulance?

" Wake up.... and talk.. to me... like we used to"

" J-J-J-Jim-min...."

Upon hearing her weak voice, I looked down seeing her eyes half open

" Yebin... You're gonna be okay, you hear me? Everythings gonna be fine..."

" W-Why  are.. y-yo-you here..... Moch-chi.. y-you s-should.....b-be w-with sss-seulgi....

I shooked my head no

" Don't talk about Seulgi Yebin.... tell me... why you did this.."

"I'm Ju-st bad llu-uck...... e-everything.... t-that I lo-ved... w-was..ta-aken fffr-om me.... in-cl-uding.... my Mochi...

I closed my eyes tightly trying to hold my sobbs and tears

" Please Yebin.....  don't leave me....
.....I love you....."

I looked down at her seeing her weakly smile at me

" I-I-I... I'm  ha-appy... to f-finally...hh-hear you say... thos-se.. w-wordss... I-I-I can f- finally.... l-leave.... knowing.... tha-at... yo-u.... at l-least..... m-might ha-ve.. loved.. me.."

She then lifted her shaky hand  and placed it on my cheek

"B-be h-happy.....p-promise?"

"How can I be happy  when you're going to leave me?"

" J-Jimin.... s-sing m-me.... my fav-orite s-song... o-one ... l-last t-time....hm?"

I nodded my head and cleared my voice, I sang her favorite song Love yourself. I remebered she told me it's her favorite song because she said I sounded like an angel... If she only knew that she's the angel not me... memories of us kept flashing in my head like a tidal wave.

-Flashback-
" Mochi-ah you just sound like an angel..."
" Mochi-ah do you feel better now?"
" Will you be my girlfriend Yebin?"
" What's your name?"

-Present Time-
And now here we are... our once happy memories are turning into painful ones...

" B-be... h-hap-py.......hmmm?"

I looked down seeing her tears fall, both of us we're crying non-stop. With every word she spoke her breathe started to become shorter than before..

"F-forget.... a-about m-me..... e-erase.....
M-me f-from.....y-your...... m-memories....."

I stopped singing because I couldn't anymore...I was literally choking on my saliva..

" How could you ask me to forget you?
I can't...Yebin...I can't...

" J-just.... k-know.... t-that.... I-I'll a-always.....love you.... Forever.....

And with a weak smile, her eyes closed and her hand fell from my cheek

" Yebin!... Yebin!... wake up! Please open your eyes! I love you! Do you hear me Yebin! I love you!... ahhh.....! Don't leave me..... I can't live..... Without you.....

I hugged her body tightly in my arms, when I fanally heard the ambulance reach us, they took her inside the ambulance and rushed her to the hospital. Once we arrived they took her to the ER and also prevented from going in, my whole body was pressed against the wall, I slowly slid down to meet the buttom of the cold ground, I looked down to my hands and all I could see was red, red and more red, the blood of the person who loved me the most. The person who I took for granted, her blood will forever be a stain I could never remove.

Jin hyung called

" H-hello?"
Jin: Yah...... you little punk! Where did you go?!
" Hyung......*Sobbing hard*
Jin: Y-Y-yah! Don't cry was I too harsh?
"Y-Y-Y-Yebin..........s-shes.......d-dying...."
Jin: What?! How did this happened?!
"What am I going to do hyung?"
Jin: Where are you now?

I told Jin hyung the hospital name and hung up the phone call

" Please stay strong Yebin....."

To be continued....