you're insecure about your weight

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(As a fellow curvy/thick girl I just want to tell you, you should embrace your body no matter what it looks like because you are beautiful, it doesn't matter what shape you are)
FYI Jin's is my personal favorite one :)

You look down at your stomach, you look at it disgust and tears swarm your vision. "Why, why am I so gross?" You whisper in despair as you look at your hips and lower area. You don't have a strong or sharp jawline, you don't have a thigh gap or a caller bone that juts out. You're not ugly, or fat,  you're beautiful. . . But you keep telling yourself that due to your boyfriends "fans." but little do you know, your boyfriend is outside the bathroom door, listening to everything.

Namjoon:

He looks at the closed door in shock, yes you're curvy. But no, that doesn't matter because you're perfectly healthy. He sits down on the bed where you planned on having a movie night. "Jagi, are you almost done?" He calls out as if he never stood outside the room debating if it was a good idea to barge in or not. "Yea." You called back weakly, it made his heart clench in his chest. You were so strong, beautiful and brave. How could you say something that was so undeniably untrue? How could you feel that low about yourself when all you ever did was make others feel loved? When you lay down beside him, hugging your pillow to your tummy he's decided he's had enough. "Baby, no." He softly tells you, holding you tightly in his embrace. "I heard everything." He tells you in a whisper when he feels you tense. "I don't want you thinking like that, I know you can't help it but I want to let you know that you're not alone. You're beautiful, beauty comes in more ways than just the size of someone, beauty is what comes from genuine love and sincereness." Namjoon tells you, kissing the tears that leak down your cheeks and spends the rest of the night thinking of ways for you to be happy and confident, with out losing weight or trying to diet.

Yoongi:

Unlike Namjoon, he very bluntly confronts you. He's heard enough when your first sob sounds through out the bathroom. But he tries to keep his emotions in check, tearing himself apart as he just stands there. Finally, Yoongi barges into the bathroom where you stand in booty shorts and a large shirt. Something that utterly kills him. (In a good way) you panic as you furiously scrub away your tears, but its no use. "Baby, why?" Yoongi mumbled into your hair as you finally let out your sobs, clinging to him as if he's your only life line. "Y/n, you're so amazing. So perfect and beautiful. Yet you can't see it." Your boyfriend sighs, looking deeply into your eyes. It intimidates you slightly, but his heated gaze is not one of lust or hate. Its love and admiration. "I'm, sorry. . . I ruined our night in." You whimper, making had his face go soft again. "No, no. Y/n, baby. You didn't. I love you, and believe me when I say that the way you look doesn't effect the ones who love you." Yoongi states as he rubs his thumbs against your cheeks which he secretly loves to kiss. "You're so beautiful, and I find everything beautiful about you. Everything. But I fell in love with your personality, nothing else matters." He tells you in a matter of fact tone, kissing your lips passionately. "Now, your boyfriend demands cuddles from the worlds softest loveable teddy bear on earth." Yoongi demands, pulling you onto the bed while he puts on your favourite music to fall asleep to.

Hoseok:

Hoseok, the ball of sunshine. Would be destroyed. He was a dancer, he was fit and never really worried very much about his weight gain. But you were another story, you asked one day to practice with him jokingly. You just wanted to mess around with the boys and he was ecstatic, after that he always wanted you to come if you could. It wasn't that he thought you needed exercise, it was because he loved how much you hyped him up and let him have your whole support. He loved you thick thighs and tummy, he didn't care if others didn't. . . unless that other was you. He was so fucking
Obsessed with you and your perfect body. "Jagi, let me in." He begged softly, knocking on the door. Hoseok heard you cry more, he took a deep breath in again. "Y/n, if you don't let me in I'm kicking this door down." He tells you firmly this time, he's serious yet not menacing. You know he will, so you unlatch the lock and allow him inside. "Y/n. I don't care what you say, you're not disgusting or anything along those lines. You don't need to lose weight, you're perfectly fine the way you are."  Hoseok tells you with a sad smile once you look up into his eyes.  "I really love you." You whisper to him hoarsely. " I love you too." He replies before kissing you strongly.

Jimin:

He automatically knows how you feel, there was once a point where he lost weight to stand up to everyone's beauty standards. He lost his chubby cheeks, stubby hands. . . some of the things he adores about you. So when you come out of the bathroom, Jimin latches on to you. His arms are wrapped around the top half, and his legs around the other. You giggle happily, grinning beautifully. Jimin grinned back. "There's my beautiful baby, with that beautiful smile and body." He told you, kissing your cheeks and down your neck. All the way down to you stomach, where he begins to tickle. "I love you Y/n." He sighs with a content smile as he stands up. "I love you too, Jiminie." You reply, smiling as well. "Then I'll do whatever it takes to make you love yourself." He mumbles in your neck.

Taehyung:

Taehyung sighs, pushing open the door. He knows how you are sensitive on the subject so he never brought it up in a negative way, but things have clearly changed. He doesn't think you have control over your insecurities, or you wouldn't have them. He steps into the bathroom, holding your waist and kissing your sweet spot on your neck. "I love you, I love your body, laugh, smile and everything else." He mumbled loud enough for you to hear, sucking and nibbling on your soft skin. "I love you too, Taetae." You whimper, tears still slide down your face but your breathings normal now.
"Then love yourself, Y/n this is breaking my heart." He tells you, making you see the real pain in his eyes, but you know he's not doing this to make you feel guilty. He wants you to know that he won't leave you. "How about we do something else." He asked, gripping the skin of your butt cheeks. Your face turns red as he smirks and slaps your ass before carrying you to bed. He showed you how beautiful you were that night with just his mouth and fingers.

Jin:

Jin sighs before deciding to face this head on, he knows that you're self-conscious. You've always been very close to Namjoon, so you expressed how you felt about yourself, and Namjoon told Jin this. Everyone was concerned for your mental health, not so much your physical because they knew you took great care of yourself. Bodies came in all different shapes and sizes, and you had a gorgeously curvy one. Jin could honestly touch you or even look at you all day and never get sick of it. So he told you just that. "You know what my favorite things about your body is?" He asked. You shook your head no, indicating for him to go on. "Your breath taking face, that looks like Aphrodite herself sculpted. Your body that the gods must have blessed. But most importantly, how natural and perfectly your curves fit against my body. We were made for each other." Jin finishes with a smile and fluttering heart, you're amazed by the love he shows you so you kiss him in return. "I can't even explain how much I love you, my heads spinning right now." You reply, the both of you giggling and kissing each other again with grins.

Jungkook:

Amazed by your boyfriends strength, Jungkook races into the bathroom and picks you up over his shoulder. "Kook, let me go!" You squeal with a genuine laugh, making Jungkook's heart flutter. "Kookie please!" You laugh again as he runs around in circles. "Let my beautiful, sexy, smart and talented girlfriend go? Hell no." He tells you with a smirk, dropping you onto the bed and laying beside you before tightly holding onto your waist. "Jungkook." You whisper with tears threatening to fall. "Hm?" He calls back. "I'm heavy." You whisper to him with a shaky breath. Jungkook's face loses all playfulness as he kisses the crown of your head. "No, you're not. You're really light, and you'd look beautiful no matter what. " he reassures you. It helps a little, but not completely. "But, I'm not your ideal type." You remind him. To this he just shrugs. "I don't care, I love you. That's what you should care about. I seriously only love you, Y/n." He says matter of factly. "I love you too Kook." You reply before drifting off to sleep.

You're beautiful no matter what the size of your clothes are or the colour of your skin. 

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