Teacher

Chapter 20

Nick's POV

 Me and Brandon just made up. I am holding him in my arms and I think; what if hes just playing me? What if this is one big joke he is playing on the substitute? My throat grows a lump and my stomach drops to the floor. What if our whole relationship has been a lie.

As we're driving home, I try to push the possible negative thoughts out of my head. But come one, Brandon seems like the heartbreaking type. He grabs my hand to hold it and I jumped a little which surprises him and me.

"Babe, what is bothering you?" Brandon says looking at me concerned.

"Nothing, I just didn't expect you to grab my hand that's all". I said being honest. I really didn't think he would want to be that affectionate towards me after our fight at for at least a few days

"Okay... You know you can tell me if something is bothering you. After all, I'm not mad at you anymore and I'm pretty positive that you are mad at me," he says. I can feel his eyes burning a hole in the side of my head as I look forward. I need to know if he cares about me. I will just ask him.

"Brandon, do you umm..." I cant ask him. I can't do it.

"Do I what?" he says sounding skeptical of what will come out of my mouth next.

"I was just going to ask you if you wanted to be my boyfriend again since I really didn't properly re-ask you," that's not what I was going to ask him. I really do love him, a lot. I just can't tell him that if I am uncertain of how he feels about me. If I told him that I loved him and he didn't say he loved me back, I think my body would just shut down. Of course I will eventually tell him. I also don't want to scare him off. I mean I don't know if he has commitment issues or not. We haven't really talked about that kind of stuff. I am cut from my thoughts when I hear Joy reply to my question,

"Yes nick. I would love to be your boyfriend," he said looking away from me and blushing.

We pull into the driveway and I tell Brandon to wait in the car. I get out of my side and walk over to his. I then proceeded to open his door. He steps out and I offer him my hand. I pulled him into a short kiss and then pull away.

"Nick we left my car at school can we go back and get it" he asked me.

"Sure we can," I say half-heartedly. Of course I don't mind taking to get his car. I just don't want my mind to linger again. We get his car and I drive my car back to my house and he drives his. When we both get there we both immediately go inside and plop down on the couch. I was sitting while Brandon was straddling me with his face buried in my neck. It always sends a jolt of electricity through my veins when he so much as breaths on my neck.

He begins to kiss my neck. Not sucking, but just leaving slow kisses near my jaw. He moves around a little until he hits the spot right below my ear causing me to moan.He then starts sucking right there because he realizes that it is my sweet spot. I tangle my hands through his hair. He then pulls off right as I start to lean into his touch and stares me with a wide grin. I grinned back as he leans in to kiss the skin right by my lips. I thought he was going to kiss my lips so I puckered them. But no, he kisses right by my lips teasing me. I whine in protest as he licks my ear. God this boy has a huge effect on me. He then moves to kiss me on the lips, just as he licks my bottom lip asking for an entrance, the doorbell rang.

"Shit" I mumble. Brandon looks at me with confusion and hurt was written all over his face.

"What Nick?" He says. His eyes are going wider by the minute.

"I forgot Mrs. Patty wanted to meet with me today here after school to talk about important assignments I have to give you guys in class." I say standing up after Brandon climbs off of me.

Only this could happen to me.