Fighting temptation

Chapter 1

*Selena's Pov*

I knew something was wrong the moment he said to meet him at our place. My heart hasn't stopped racing since I received his text 30 minutes ago.

Please God, whatever he's going to tell me, please don't let it be bad.

As I get to the beach I take my flip-flops off and start walking across the sand to where I can see a fire being started in the distance. Lifting my long white maxi dress so it doesn't drag, I walk closer to the shore to wet my feet and continue my walk down the beach towards the man I am secretly in love with, my best friend, Jaxson.

I met Justin Bieber when I moved to Sunset Bay, South Carolina, just a little over 2 years ago. My mother had just passed away from cancer when I came to her home town to live with my Grams. It amazed me how fast I fell in love with this town and how quickly I made some of the best friends I'll ever have. I don't know what I would have done without them, especially Justin.

I smile to myself when I think back to the first time I saw him. Kayla and I had been sitting outside the ice cream shop on a sweltering hot summer afternoon when he came riding in on his motorcycle.

"Well it looks like today is your lucky day, you're finally going to get to see the famous Justin Bieber ." Kayla's voice fades away as I watch him park across the lot, my gaze becoming captivated by the mysterious bad boy I've heard so much about. He's dressed in loose dark faded jeans that have a few holes in them and a snug black t-shirt that molds to his lean muscular frame in all the right places. My eyes are drawn to the erotic display of sexy tribal tattoos that are woven up his arms, getting cut off by the sleeves of his t-shirt, which makes me want to go rip it off so I can see where they end. When he removes his helmet his fierce gaze crashes directly with mine and sucks the air right out of my lungs. Whoa! Thick dark lashes frame intense golden honey eyes, his olive colored complexion is complimented by shaggy dirt blond hair that's messed over his ears and hangs into his face. It's the kind of hair that makes my fingers itch to run through it just to see if it feels as soft as it looks. His jaw is strong and graced with a sexy 5 o'clock shadow. I've heard a lot about Justin since moving here, all the girls talked about him as if he were a god and now I know why. I have never laid eyes on anyone as beautiful as him. Suddenly he unleashes a sexy smirk, one that has me realizing he's watching me openly ogle him. My face flushes with embarrassment and I quickly look away, only to the same knowing smirk from Kayla.

"I know, right? If sex could walk he would be it. Don't feel bad you're not the only one who drools around him. Most do, well, except for me. As sexy as he is I have the major hots for his friend Cooper. I have big plans for that boy, just you wait."

The funny thing is, Kayla really did have plans for him. They are still dating after a year.

Kayla filled me in on everything she knew about Justin. He was 2 years older than my 16 and he had just graduated before summer. I was disappointed knowing I wouldn't see him around school.

"He lives with Cooper's family right now but I heard they found an apartment that they're moving into this summer," Kayla explains.

"What about his parents?"

"His mom left when he was a kid, his dad about 2 years ago. I don't know where, he was a real asshole- the town drunk."

Unfortunately I never got to meet Justin that day, he was there meeting Melissa Carmicheal. My anger spikes just thinking her name; she's always been such a bitch to me, especially after I became close with Justin. I don't want to think what they did together after they left. Although, that is the story of my life the last 2 years: watching Justin with random girls. He does not do relationships, in his language, he only 'fucks'. I know a lot of his way of thinking is because of how he was raised. I have a sneaking suspicion his mom leaving has something to do with it too.