CHAPTER 12

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Pagtapos niya sabihin yun, umalis na siya, yun na un? Masyado niya kong nililito. Ughhhhh naiinis ako bakit kelangan niya maging ganon. Ilang araw na siyang hindi pumuputa dito, ilang araw ko na siyang hindi nakakausap... namimiss ko na siya I admit namimiss ko siya, I think... I think mahal ko na siya, or maybe I'm just confused kase lagi ko siyang kasama at hindi ako ako sanay ng hindi siya nagpupunta/ nakikita. Hays buong araw nanaman akong nandito sa kwarto ko, hindi makausap, hindi lumalabas, madaming nagtetext at tumatawag sakin pero wala akong sinasagot na kahit kanino.. Hindi ko na alam gusto ko mapagisa

Calling...

Turtle Snow

You missed a call with Turtle Snow (1)

Calling...

Yeollie Oppa

You missed a call with Yeollie Oppa (4)

Calling...

Namjoonie Loonieee

You missed a call with Namjoonie Loonieee

"Hey Jade? Its me Baekhyun, please open the door, I know your in there.. Please?"

"Autumn? Answer us please, were worried about you.. Please call us or text us.- Elyn

I just ignored them.. Hays.. Bakit pa... I'm so I don't know.. Depressed? Hays but I'll be ok.. Sooner or later...

Kinabukasan maaga akong nagising, pero nakahiga lang ako.. Kaya lang may narinig ako gumalabog sa labas parang nahulog, kaya tumayo agad ako at lumabas nagulat ako paglabas ko.. I just didn't expect, akala ko.. Akala ko hindi ko na siya makikita.. Tumakbo ako sakanya habang umiiyak

"Yah! Alam mo bang namiss kita ha! Nakakainis ka nakakainis ka!" yumakap ako at hinampas ko siya.. He's so mean

"Hey! It hurts.. Ano ba masakit.. Isa.." hindi ko siya pinakinggan at patuloy parin ako sa paghampas

"I'm sorry, Autumn.. Hindi ako nagparamdam sayo.. Pero tumawag ako ah" yeah right

"Isa lang! ugh kainis ka talaga Yoongi!"

"Sorry hahaha, kaya nga bumabawi na ko sayo hindi ba? I'm cooking for you again"

"Yun na yun? Hindi ka mageexplain? Yoongi naman"

"Eat first I'll explain habang kumakain ka"

"Fine Fine" at kumain na ko, namiss ko luto niya no.. Plus hindi ako kumain kagabi.

"I mean what I said, hindi ako nagparamdam ng ilang araw kase... kase pinagisipan kong mabuti kung dapat pa ba kong magpakita sayo, I mean wala na kong mukhang maihaharap eh.. I just said my feelings to the person who is inlove with--" I cut him off its too much

"How'd you know I still love him? You don't know how I feel Yoongi you don't know anything so don't conclude" I said and then continued eating

"Huh? What do you mean Autumn?"

"I like you Yoongi, I realized it just now, I can't stand not seeing you, ayokong namimiss ka, ayokong hindi ka nakikita.. Yoongi namimiss kita, Yoongi gusto ko lagi kitang nakikita, gusto ko lagi kitang nakakasama. Yoongi I like you" naluluha kong sabi and then he hugged me, tighter and it make me feel safe, more safe than anyone elses arms, hindi ko alam kung gagawin niya din yung gagawin ni Jiminbut I don't care anymore.. I'll just follow my heart once again, naputol yung pagyayakapan namin ng biglang pumasok si Katey, Elyn, Angelique

"Oops we just interrupted something... again" kinikilig na saad ni Katey

"Kahit kelan guys, haha come in" I let them in nagpaalam nadin si Yoongi na aalis na siya at may practice pa daw sila... I said yes and he hugged me one more time, pagalis ni Yoongi tumili na yung tatlo, ngumisi lang ako at hinayaan sila.. Sabi nila may ibabalita daw kase sila sakin

"Hey, Jade, we are invited to judge something later sa bar."

"Judge? What? Bakit tayo pa?"

"Hello? Jade tayo ang regular singer dun please come pleaseeeeee" ano bayan busy kaya ako

"Fine sige na"

"Oh get ready na, dali naaaa" hmp may balak nanaman sila tsk bahala sila, nagready na ako at uamalis na pagdating sa Bar andaming tao as usual lagi naman umupo kami sa harap at ako ang nasa gitna, hindi naman ako sinabihan na may pa contest pala dito.. Andaming nagauditon pero wala akong nagustuhan. Inanounce na yung huling contestant hindi sinabi yung name dahil last minute sign up daw siya, paglabas ng contestant I was shocked but not just me, all of them except yung tatlo

"Hey may kinalaman ba kayo dito?"

"Just listen to him ok :) after all contestant siya" kainis sila pahagikgik pa sila I don't like their plan tsk, nagsimula nang kumanta si Yoongi

"Baby I'm falling head over heels

Looking for ways to let you know

Just how I feel

Wish I was holding you by my side

I wouldn't change a thing cause

Finally it's real"

What now Yoongi? Ano nanaman balak mo?

"Tryna hold back you oughta know that

You're the one that's on my mind

I'm falling too fast deeply inlove

Finding the magic in the colors of you"

It felt like he was singing to me, I mean he's looking to me all this time I wanna cover my face but I can't move, I get my mic at sinabayan siyang kumanta na ikinagulat niya

"You're the right time at the right

moment

You're the sunlight keeps my heart

Going

Know when I'm with you can't keep

Myself from falling

Right time at the right moment

Is you"

Omygosh I don't know what I'm feeling, I'm starting to feel butterflies in my stomach, I'm starting to blush and I think I know why... I'm inlove with this person.. This person named Min Yoongi..

"Every night in my bed I'm dreaming

That its you in my arms I'm holding

Girl all I want is you

You know you're the right time

At the right moment

You're the sunlight keeps my

Heart going

Its you"

Umakyat ako sa stage, at niyakap siya, many eyes are looking at us, what I mean many is around the word but I don't care, what I care the most for us is that... I'm inlove with this cold, yet sweet person, this Mean Yoongi. I love him no matter what happened..

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