The day I lost him I cried.
I cried thinking about how harder things are going to be for me.
All I ever did was do things that would continue hurting me.
I isolated myself from everyone and stood alone tearing.
People walked by me but I didnt try to hide how hurt I was.
People noticed, but none stopped by to ask whats wrong.
Except you.
Your voice surprised me.
Havent heard it so close in a long while.
It surprised me because for once you werent too busy with her to notice me.
I faked my smile and I lied to you.
I told you I was weak because I lost my dog.
Not because I lost him.
We became strangers so fast that you didnt know I lost my dog a year ago.
You grinned and patted my hand.
I wanted to tell you what I really was going through,
How I was going through the same pain you went through a few months ago.
I wanted to be comforted by you.
But I knew then you didnt care.
I wasnt going to hurt myself again believing your kindness.
You left then and I felt worse than before.
Not because you walked away,
But because you still noticed me when the others didnt bother.
I wish you could stop playing with my heart.
Because what he did to me is too much to bare already

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