Part 32

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The day I lost him I cried.

I cried thinking about how harder things are going to be for me.

All I ever did was do things that would continue hurting me.

I isolated myself from everyone and stood alone tearing.

People walked by me but I didnt try to hide how hurt I was.

People noticed, but none stopped by to ask whats wrong.

Except you.

Your voice surprised me.

Havent heard it so close in a long while.

It surprised me because for once you werent too busy with her to notice me.

I faked my smile and I lied to you.

I told you I was weak because I lost my dog.

Not because I lost him.

We became strangers so fast that you didnt know I lost my dog a year ago.

You grinned and patted my hand.

I wanted to tell you what I really was going through,

How I was going through the same pain you went through a few months ago.

I wanted to be comforted by you.

But I knew then you didnt care.

I wasnt going to hurt myself again believing your kindness.

You left then and I felt worse than before.

Not because you walked away,

But because you still noticed me when the others didnt bother.

I wish you could stop playing with my heart.

Because what he did to me is too much to bare already

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