Part 36

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I cried only once because soon my tears stopped pouring.

When reality hit me I grew numb.

I lived on the constant urge to cry but I couldnt.

A couple of tears would manage to squeeze out.

But they left my eyes swore and painful.

I did grab a blade that day.

Wondering if the pain of a cut could bring down my tears instead.

But I was already a disappointment for my loved ones and I didnt want to worsen it any further.

So instead I sat alone in the darkness.

Wondering if I was going mad.

I lost you too soon.

I didnt expect it and I wasnt ready.

You didnt give me time to prepare for it.

You just left.

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