Even if I win ( A Darren Espanto fanfic )

Chapter 8

So I just updated 2 chapters in one day and this is the second one I'm doing today. (DUHH!! HAHAHA LOL)

I hope you guys enjoy the story! Tell me your opinions every chapter so that I know if I will improve it more or not. THANKS!!!

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Darren's POV

We didn't have tapings until after next month which are the live shows. Life in the house has been pretty boring without Trisha around. I just stayed in my room most of the time. Carl now sleeps with Karen (in different beds okay! Not in one bed! Hehe).

I became more attached to Margo because she was always there for me and always cares for me. She was like Trisha. They both understood me more than anyone.

I actually developed a little crush on Margo. Just a little! She was pretty trust me! She had long wavy brown hair, white beautiful skin and beautiful eyes.

I felt kind of worried about what I was feeling because I already promised Trisha she was my MU and I don't know about Margo.

Margo acts a lot like Trisha. They were both always talking to me, always taking selfies with me, always baking me cookies or cupcakes and other stuff.

I don't even know why. Girls are so complicated! Well I guess not all but now, I don't know.

I figured I was going to have to choose between Trisha or Margo. I just couldn't choose. I felt the same for both and I know I said that I only had a little crush on Margo but everyday it just escalates.

Ugh.. Trisha Margo Trisha Margo Trisha Margo

I don't know!

Then I thought about it. Trisha is far from me and I cannot communicate with her much. Our only communication is through texting and we don't really see each other. I can't call her nor skype her because calling and skyping is not allowed. I had to admit I had more chances with Margo concidering the fact that her mom is friends with my mom.

I hate to admit it but... I chose Margo.

Then I decided to check my phone. I didn't know why  but I just felt like it.

Then I saw Trisha's text. It just said goodmorning.

I decided not to text her anymore. Until 6:30pm, I decided I should reply. I didn't want to tell her that we shouldn't be MUs anymore but I just had to be honest with her. I didn't want to be friends with her anymore because the thought of her just haunts me that for the first time in my entire life I have broken the heart of a girl I like.

To: Trisha

I am sorry for not replying right away. I have to be honest with you. I don't want us to be MUs nor friends anymore.

Trisha's POV

I was reading The Fault In Our Stars book on my bed. I was getting addicted to each and every chapter.

Then my phone beeped. I stopped reading and see who was texting me.

Ugh... Why bother me when I'm in the middle of something important?! (A/N: Haha I'm a bookworm and this is how I react when people interrupt me when I read haha)

I got my phone and saw that Darren had texted me. FINALLY!

I read it said:

From: Darren

I am sorry for not replying right away. I have to be honest with you. I don't want us to be MUs nor friends anymore.

I was schocked. Why did he want us not to be friends anymore? I can take it that he doesn't want us to be MUs anymore but our friendship is something I never imagined I could lose.

To: Darren

Why?

From: Darren

You won't understand. I'm doing this for your own good.

To: Darren

Fine! Whatever!

Tears spilled out of my eyes again. Why does this have to happen?

We never fought. I never did anything to him and he never did anything to me.

I just cried. I had to let it out somehow.

"Trisha! Dinner time!" My mom called. I dried my tears and went downstairs.

I ate nilagang baka with rice.

I was silent while my parents were just talking about their bussines.

"Are you okay sweetie?" My dad asked concerned.

I nodded. 

"Are you still sad about he competition?" My mom asked me.

"Yeah something like that." I lied.

"Sweetie how many times do we have to tell you we are still proud of you." My mom said in a sweet voice.

I faked a smile.

After dinner, I went back upstairs to my room. I didn't read anymore.

I just lay down on my bed. That jerk! He broke my heart and now he's tearing me apart! Arghh...

I just listened to music since that usually makes me feel better.

I listened to 'Just Give Me A Reason' by Pink.

Right from the start
You were a thief
You stole my heart
And I your willing victim
I let you see the parts of me
That weren't all that pretty
And with every touch you fixed them

Now you've been talking in your sleep, oh, oh
Things you never say to me, oh, oh
Tell me that you've had enough
Of our love, our love

Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
We're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again

I'm sorry I don't understand
Where all of this is coming from
I thought that we were fine
(Oh, we had everything)
Your head is running wild again
My dear we still have everythin'
And it's all in your mind
(Yeah, but this is happenin')

You've been havin' real bad dreams, oh, oh
You used to lie so close to me, oh, oh
There's nothing more than empty sheets
Between our love, our love
Oh, our love, our love

Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
I never stopped
You're still written in the scars on my heart
You're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again

Oh, tear ducts and rust
I'll fix it for us
We're collecting dust
But our love's enough
You're holding it in
You're pouring a drink
No nothing is as bad as it seems
We'll come clean

Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
That we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again

Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
That we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again

Oh, we can learn to love again
Oh, we can learn to love again
Oh, oh, that we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again

Then I dfrifted off to sleep.

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Goodnight fellow Darrenatics!