Jas(Sequel to Adopted By Rihanna)

Chapter 37

*Jasmin's POV*

I was in the shower, getting ready for the day ahead when my phone rung, interrupting my music.

"Who the hell is calling..me?" I sang as if I was singing Focus by H.E.R "Baby, who is calling...meee?"

I wasn't planning on getting out of this shower to answer no calls. I refuse.

But whoever was calling me, they wasn't stopping.

"BITCH, STOP CALLING ME!" I shouted like the person could hear

My phone stopped ringing, my music continued playing, and I calmed down while rubbing my fingers through my hair as the water hit it.

Everybody's been bothering me since I left a week ago. It's annoying. I just wanna be alone right now, away from negativity and people who think they know me more than I know myself.

Keith hasn't called though. He texted me this morning though to see if I was ok and say good morning. I didn't respond, still trying to play out that I turned my phone off.

I missed him.

It was hurting me to be away from him and Naila. I missed my family.

Getting out of the shower, I wrapped a towel around me and my hair before leaving out and going to the makeup dresser, doing my hair. I blowdried it, oiled it, and put it in a ponytail before going to the bed and grabbing the lotion, putting it all over my body.

Them, I dressed in a dark denim high waist skirt with a yellow top tucked in it and put my white converse on. (My birthday outfit❣️😊) before grabbing my phone, car keys, and purse and leaving out.

Time to go on a little field trip.

*An hour later*

I stared down at the gravestone that had Robert's full name on it and bit down on my bottom lip.

".....I do forgive you, Robert. Even after all the shit you did to my family and me, I forgive you. When I go back home, I want to be able to hear that gate buzz without having a heart attack and thinking it's you. I'm tired of the fear I have for you. I'm tired of holding on to all of this pain and suffer and anger. I'm tired of all the feelings I have for you. So I want to come here and tell you that I forgive you. I won't forget but I do forgive you and I want you to know that you are and will always be a nobody to me, my family, your family, and any person you've crossed families too. I hope you're wherever you are thinking about everything you did and crying about it because you know you did wrong, you did bad, you're a monster. I really hope that"

I paused.

"Actually, I don't hope all of that. I just hope you're thinking about what you did. Cause I have to live and think about what you did for the rest of my life. Yet from now on, I will think about it in the most positive way I can. Without all that happened because of you, I wouldn't have the family I have today. With what you did, I wouldn't of met Mike, Daniel, and Marco. I wouldn't have had the best caregiver (Amber) in the world. I wouldn't have met Keith. I wouldn't of had Naila with Massiah on the way. I wouldn't have nothing. So thank you, Robert. Thank you so so so so so so much. Rest peacefully" I said while taking one of the flowers I brought for Daniel and laying it on Robert's grave

I walked away from his grave feeling better than ever before going to Daniel's grave and sitting down in front of it.

"I brought you some flowers" I said while laying them down "I gave one to your father though so it's only 5 here for you. But it's ok. Mike will make sure you get as many as you can"

I stopped talking for a moment and put my chin on the top of my knees.

"So I'm having a baby boy and his name is going to be Massiah. Honestly, I don't know if you're in heaven or hell but I feel like you know that I'm having a boy anyway" I said with a small chuckle "You're probably wondering why I'm visiting you, right? I don't even know. I just felt like I had to come here and get some things off my chest, especially with Robert. We may not have been the closest people (well really, I haven't been the closest to you) but Mike told me a lot about you before y'all got to the stage of trying to impress y'all father. He said that you were funny, mature but not that mature, and you were a family man. I already knew about the last part because you stayed messing with me and my bump. I hated that"