If We Go Back

Chapter 6

Dr. Kim looked at me with an angry expression and said '' I will deal with you later..''

And went inside to check on yoongi.

I felt depressed and sad as I went to sit outside in the 2nd floor garden, he could have died and it's all because of my careless act... if it wasn't for soyeon who retuned my nail cutter at that time this wouldn't have happened. But I hit my head ''Don't blame others, it was you he didn't leave it behind"

I felt awful and laid on the bench not feeling like going home or do anything. Two hours passed as I fall asleep. I was awaken by Yoongi starting at me.

I jumped from my placed and fixed my dress... should I leave, apologize or what!!!

He sat next to me, as I was about to leave he stopped me with his hands and it got silent for a while.

''Nice dress'' he said

What!!!! Is he serious '' are we really going to talk about my dress.... Why did you do that!! You could have died!!'' I got angry

He was expressionless as usual ''but I didn't, I knew I will not die.. I knew what I was doing"

I got even angrier ''so are we cutting ourselves now..''

He looked at me ''if the alcohol did not consume me, maybe this will eventually''

I looked at him with tears in my eyes '' what's your problem, can't you let us help you... I told you from day one that I will be there if you needed help.. but yet you did this.." I tried to stand up but he held my hand and said '' distract me then!!"

What!! Distract him... how!! ''is it the pills talking..?'' I said trying to remove my hand ''I will be assigned to someone else since you got me into trouble''

He left my hand and I walked away from him but my heart couldn't let me part him like this.

I went back to see him and told him ''Please get better for the sake of your grandmother, just don't hurt yourself'' I turned to leave when he said

''I told you to distract me, fall for me, play on me, entertain me, just do whatever you want with me till I am discharged''

My thoughts went blank, what is he even saying!! Fall for him!! Play on him!! He makes me angry yet confuses me. I turned around to tell him to rethink of what nonsense is he spitting but I found him leaving me behind and walking away. I couldn't even dare follow him as I myself was confused.

The next Day...

I sat outside Dr. Kim's office who was in a meeting waiting for him to finish so I can go and hear my punishment. As the door opened I saw Min Yoongi leaving, he gave me a cold look and left while I was called inside.