If We Go Back

Chapter 9

I took today's newspapers and I went to his room ''Ohh look they have that crossword game that you like here'' I took a pen and give it to him.

For some reason I enjoyed seeing him overthink he would tilt his head and make this sound ''Ishh'' in his deep voice or will place his hand in his neck for some reason, I just find it cute.

I looked at one of the questions and I jumped with an answer, he smiled uncontrollably ''So this was here...'' and wrote it down and I looked at him and cleared my throat ''ahmm''

He looked at me ''thankyou'' he said it fast you could almost not understand it.

But why do I feel disappointed by his thank you... why didn't he pet me like last time... wait a second what am I even saying.... I think I spent so much with him that I am action up.

By that time his grandmother came to visit, yoongi looked at me as if he was asking me to leave which I was about too

Till his grandmother looked at me and said ''why did you ask this pretty lady to leave... ''

''pfff...'' Yoongi said leaving the newspaper on the table ''If she will stay more she will fall for me''

What!!! Is he crazy telling his grandmother that. I immediately looked at his grandmother both of us having an awkward smile on our face while I kept waving no to her and left fast.

After the visit his grandmother came to me and said ''I am happy that he is getting along, it's all because of you...thank you'' I just smiled and escorted her to the Taxi outside.

It was almost duty end time, I went to yoongi's room to drop some books that Dr. Kim recommended him to read. Yoongi was just listening to his music not saying a word.

As I placed the books on the side table I dropped the water cup on his bed and came to his hand.

He jumped ''are you stupid, why are you this clumsy, I hate clumsy girls the most''

I freaked out from his yelling but managed to talk back ''did I even ask you to like me...'' I took some tissues and started wipping his hand, there when I noticed a familiar black bracelet with a metal medal in the middle that carried a letter that is almost faded away.

It was familiar to me in a way that I didn't know how, but then remembered that they use to sell them outside our school back in the days and just laughed about it in my mind.

I collected the wet tissues on the floor and he knelt down to face me

''I am sorry I yelled...''

Did he just apologize to me, did I hear it right!! I looked at him and he smiled. He placed a kiss on my forehead leaving me to fall behind. My heart started to race again.. and he smiled again showing his gummy sweet smile.

Please don't smile, please don't smile, please don't smile... I kept saying this in my mind while struggling to move my body.

But he smiled again, that gummy smile again... he approached me once again and left a kiss on my forehead but this time it was longer.