4. im happy for you, im smiling for you

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Finn's pov:
I'm woken by a soft giggle and a nervous hush coming from somewhere behind me. I turn just enough to ensure that whoever is there, can't see me. Oh.
"He'll understand Sadie." Jack says encouragingly.
"I know." Sadie sighs, hugging Jack's waist.
Sinking into my seat, I stare up at the ceiling, wishing I could just disappear at this very moment.
From the corner of my eye, I see those red converse. I could recognize them from anywhere.
"Finn." Jack says, greeting me.
"I.. have to talk to you. Please don't get upset.."Jack begins. holding Sadie close to him.
I shift to face towards him.
"Save yourself. It's obvious. Don't bother continuing." I stop him, avoiding making eye contact.
"O-okay good. I just don't know how to put this but. I.. really really like her." Jack says, facing a blushing Sadie."
"Mhm. Whatever." I say flatly.
"What? Is there a problem or something?" Jack responds, questioningly."
"Ah. Nope." I scoff.
"I'm your best friend Finn. I know when your upset. I'm not asking you to be happy for me. Not now at least." He says, sympathetically.
"Be happy for you?" I raise my voice.
"Holy shit. Calm down dude." Jack says in a stern voice, backing away from me and holding his arm out in front of Sadie.
"Not my problem "your girl" wants me." He says sarcastically.
A flame sparks inside of me. Anger controls me, palms clams, stomach churning. A lump in my throat forms, and before I know it-
"Jack, if you've never heard the saying bros before hoes, now would be a good time to learn it before I fucking punch you out." I retort, rolling my eyes.
Not what I meant to say.
"Oh really? You're too wuss to even lift that noodle ass arm of yours buddy." Jack laughs and crosses his arms.
I stand up, fists clench, feeling the same sense of anger felt when I saw Jack and Sadie kissing.
I turn into the isle, smirk slyly, and swing my fist.
Jack's jaw drops, as he raises his hand towards his bleeding nose.
"THATS IT WOLFHARD! YOU ASKED FOR IT." Jack yells, tackling me to the floor.
The impact of the fall defiantly bruised my back. Struggling to get him off of me, I kick my leg into his face.
"WHAT THE FUCK!" Jack screams.
"Don't touch me bitch." I say defensively.
"You loser. Go. I don't need you. Let's see who you're going to talk to now. Like you have any friends, I was your only. And also, don't think about EVER talking to me again." Jack smiles fakely, takes hold of Sadie's arm who was crying and shaking in fear, and kisses the top of her head, eyeing me.
I step back, watching them turn their backs and walk hand in hand, distancing themselves from me.

I take a deep, shaky breath, and sit back down into my now cold seat, stunned at what had just occurred. The girl I love, my ex bestfriend. Stupid stupid Finn, thinking he could ever have someone so precious. Fuck.
"Day dreaming won't change anything. Snap out of it." I mutter, rolling my eyes and shrugging nonchalantly.
I guess it's time for plan b. Get over Sadie. Get a rebound or something, I ponder, fiddling with the button of my striped shirt.
"I can do this.." I say to myself.
I've heard saying goals aloud allows you to become more likely to achieving them.
Gazebos.

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