Damon by Me

#7

Next day we reach BGT studios early but everybody was here. I was little bit shocked. Ant asks me if he could talk with me. Alone.I said him to follow me into my office.,,What's so important Act you act so strongly?" I ask ,,Can I have a question" he asks ,,You already had one, but you can have another" I laughed softly,, I want to marry Declan can-can I ask him on the show?" ,,Course you can. I know you love him and I wish you the best of luck" I said smiling. ,, Please don't tell anyone" ,,Don't worry I won't tell anyone" I said and he left.
We have seen all acts and he still didn't ask. For what he's waiting? Did something happen? I'm just overthinking, he's just waiting for his moment. I smile about this tough. They walk on stage to said their goodbyes and we as well. ,,It was nice night" said Ant ,,You're right" answers Dec. ,,And before we leave for tonight, I want to do something"I smiled knowingly. Poor dec doesn't know what the hell is going on, but thats, kind of the point.And Ant talked more:,, five months ago I would never think I can take things so far ever and now I'm standing here and it's happening. The moment I was dreaming about, in front of the audience..."He knelt on his knee with box in his left hand and face to Dec who wasn't far from crying.,,Will you Declan Joseph Oliver Donnelly do me the honour of becoming my husband? Will you marry me, Deckie?"and i's here. Tears. But not just from Dec but Ant cried too. The moment they have waited for almost 25 years is here. And it is perfect.,,I will" came from Dec's mounth. Now everyone in the audience is clapping and cheering for the couple.Including us , judges. ,,Just kiss each other already" David yelled at them. And Ant didn't hassitate a second and pulled Dec by the arm into vey passionate kiss. He did it. They seemed so happy. Who wouldn't be in their place. I want to do this also. And I don't have in mind marring David. I mean going out of the closet. I want to feel the freedom that boys so talked about. I want to feel kissing with David without fear that enybody might see us. I want to flirt with him back, not just watching him with poker face. It breaks my heart. I can't hanle tis aymore. When the show ended I told David that i want to talk to him. He gave me look like: What's going on. But I didn't answer him I just told him to follow me and so he did.

So I'm here again. Yeah... Sorry, there were no updates lately but i didn't feel like writing this. But new chapter is here so be happy.

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