Pink. Pink. Pink.
Orange. Orange. Orange.
I don't know why I'm so attached to those two colors. I sometimes feel like they haunt me. I think this obsession started a year ago and I can't seem to remeber why.
I'm always in a daze these days. I would get in my car and start the engine and the next thing I know I'm home. I don't remeber how I got there or what route I took... I don't remember anything. I would even watch a movie and not listen to a single word said and stay like that for hours not concentrating on anything or anyone.
I would also stay in the shower until the water was freezing cold and my body got accustomed to that cold. So, I would stay longer not having the mental strength to make my legs move and get out from under the water.
I don't even have the strength to worry about what's happening anymore.
