Ethan's POV
Ever since day one , me and Grayson have been bullied . We dont know why , but we just have been . Over the years , ive changed . He hasnt seen it , but i have . Ive cut more often , drink , do drugs . Ive been drifting away more often from my family . See , when you get bullied , its not easy remembering it throughout life . Trust me .
"WERE BACK!" we shouted to the camera . I wasnt feeling myself that day but we still had to put a video out Tuesday . No matter what . " AND TODAY , WERE ARE GOING TO DO AN OLD FAMILY TRADITION" I joked . Grayson laughed and continued on. "HAT OF DARES PART 4! Unfortunately this will be the last hat of dares we do so we gotta make it EPIC." We continued on with the video and when we finished, I dashed to the bathroom. Grayson shrugged and started editing.
I grabbed my blade from under the sink and i slit my wrists open. Deep. Its the only thing that relieves my stress , and makes me happy . Yea Grayson does too , but this is my go to .
I wrapped up my wrists and covered them with my sweatshirt so nothing seemed suspicious . I sat there thinking for a while, until i got up and cleaned the pool of blood i was sitting in. It was my turn to edit anyways, so i had to get going . This is only the start , I thought . Im addicted, and this addiction will never leave.
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suicide | e.d ◇
Acak" Ethan !? E ?! " " I leaned over and smiled , letting blood flow out of my wrists , and my soul leave from my body . "
