Under protection

new beginning

I took a deep breath as i head out of the airport and sat into the cab
to go to my only house  left here.

As my father was a business man so he had many properties in different countries and  this was one of them.
I dont know why but i was so nervous maybe because this was the first time i was going to live like this, without anyone.

Well i think its better than living with those people i just left behind. 
Though i really dont want to think about anything that makes me sad now. But i just couldnt stop thinking. Actually overthinking.

I have shed alot of tears already and now i just want  to be happy but I know i can never be happy like the way i was before.
When my family was alive.
But the bitter truth is that they are no more now.

At first, i wasnt able to accept that truth,
i still remember how i used to wake up at night and runs every where in the house searching for them.
How much i wanted to see my parents face. How much i keep looking at some particular corners of my house seeing mommy combing my hair and popsy playing ludo with me and calling me his princess.

I feel my soul torn apart. I lose them. I lose my everything. After them i saw the true colors, true colors of this world.

I felt myself standing all alone in the middle of a battle field without any weapon. Hearing gunshots from everywhere and not able to protect my self.
Yes thats how much helpless i was.

And what made everything even worse for me was my uncle and his family.
He is the elder brother of my father.
After the demise of my family he along with his family shifted to our house to take care of me. As i was left all alone. And they were my only caretakers.

During the first few days they consoled me, tried to make me feel better and were all nice to me but just right after 4 to 5 days they started to show their realselfes.. They beat me to hell. Made me do all the house chores, and treated me even worse then some heartless people could treat their slaves...

They even restricted me to go to the kitchen without permission or make something for my own self.. And used to give me the leftovers to eat. Its scary how things changes.

Life is so unpredictable. You never know what next minute holds for you.
Just one moment yeahh just one moment is enough to change someones life.

I was my dad's princess and now see what i have become.
No one ever loved me in that way ever again.
No one ever loved me unconditionally without any conditions.
No one loved me the way my family did.

I felt my cheeks getting wet, oh i didnt realized i was crying.
I dont know what is happening to me.
I feel so broken, so messed up.
I wish there was someone for me to protect me from all the agonies of life,
to tell me that everything is fine and everything is going to be just perfect in future.

And thats when the cab suddenly stopped.
I almost skipped my heartbeat and asked driver what happened.
Before he could answer the cab's door burst open.

"Move move move.....!!!"