you were beautiful[dopil]✔️

twenty-four

"what did the book say?" wonpil asked noticing how tense the other was.

when dowoon looked up, he saw all the things he wanted wonpil to be. he wanted wonpil to be happy, he wanted him to be alive and thriving. most importantly, he wanted him to feel loved and with a purpose.

he felt a burning sensation flood his eyes and soon it blurred over. he closed his eyes tightly trying to not release the feelings he'd been trapping since his friends left. 

he laughed, it was so bitter and he hated how he felt but, at the same time he loved feeling love. it was like it constricted but he was free at the same time. like his life was upside down, but that was the right side up.

"pili, do you l-love me?" dowoons sorrowful voice cut in through the tense air.