i have cronic depression and louis tomlinson :)

my mom cry today

i was back from work. I didn't like working it made me feel stupid and anxious, i saw you were sad, i stay quiet.

you were fixing the curtains, i was cleaning my room. i saw you were trying hard not to cry mom. It made me sad.

I ask you "are u ok mom"? you were laying in bed. you started crying. I lay next to you and I hug you tight and i start caressing your hair.

You told me dad scream at you and treat you badly. You were crying so much, he make you feel bad. You told me you felt stupid. I told you, you aren't.

You told me "I love you" I reply "I love you too mom"

You say this family is like this bc of my dads drinking problem, it's true. I wish it wasn't.

We can't never be happy mom. I am not happy.

I hope you're happy.

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this happen today, my mom and I cry and watch The professional later. And we have a nice meal :)