Chasing Grey

Chapter 17

Chapter 17
Memories forgotten

"Nag text saakin si Reddani, Grey is okay" masayang sambit ni Lola Luciana.

I heaved a sigh and smile. Thanks God! But the guilt is still inside me, I can't stop blaming myself. Kung hindi lang ako nag inarte, This wouldn't happen! If only I have listened and accepted the contract, maybe, just maybe this won't ever happen.

Nakarating na kami ng Suite room, Her mother and Elisse was there. And it makes me really nervous

"Lola!" -Elisse

Nagbeso ito at tumama ang mga mata namin. I am ready for a big slap but I was surprise

"Serene, how are you?" She sadly stated.

Until I felt my eyes burning, I hug her. "I'm sorry, h-hindi ko po---

" Shhh, I know. He's okay, yan ang sabi ng Doctor. You don't have to worry"

I smiled. Medyo gumaan na ang pakiramdam ko, I saw her mother blankly staring at me "H-hello po"

"So ikaw ang kasama ng anak ko bago nangyari ang aksidente?" She coldly said.

I started shivering

"O-opo"

"What happened?"

I told her everything. She deserves to know at handa akong sisihin niya ako. Bit after hearing me out, she just sit down and calm herself. All I can feel right now is exhausting.

"Hija, I don't have the right to be mad at you, kasi Grey has his fault too. D-don't worry, I'm not mad" Dinaluhan niya ako ng yakap.

Bakit ba ang bait bait nila?
Especially Elisse who is not mad at me.

"I-I'm sorry po"

"Omg! Grey!"

"Elisse? Mom? Lola? What am I doing here? Wait, who is she?"

***

                 Grey Cameron

I opened my eyes hearing voices, I saw Elisse my bestfriend, Mom and Grandma

With a Beautiful Girl beside mom. Who is she?

"Omg! Grey!"
Elisse exclaimed.

"Elisse? Mom? Lola? What am I doing here? Wait, who is she?"

Their eyes widen and so with the beautiful girl, her tears fell down on her blushing cheeks. I can feel my heart made a somersault.

"G-grey"

Her angelic voice echoed in my mind. How did she know my name?

Have we met?

And why am I even here in this hospital bed? At bakit masakit ang ulo ko at maraming naka benda saken?

"Who are you?" I ask suspiciously

"H-hindi mo ko maalala?"
Her voice altered into a very weak tone

"No, I'm sorry Who are you?"
I ask the second time. No third time I mean

She gasp "I'm S-serene, h-hindi mo ba ako maalala?"

Serene.

Serene.

Serene.

I really can't remember her but why is ny heart pounding rapidly?

"Omg! I must call the doctor!" -Elisse

"A-ako nalang Elisse" the beautiful lady said

I can't keep my eyes off her. She's really beautiful! And I didn't know that barbie dolls exist.

Lumabas na ang nagangalang Serene and my mom and lola face me so shock. "Y-you can't remember her apo?"

"No lola! Really, I can't!"

"Doc!"

"Ms. Magdael said that  Mr. Cameron couldn't remember her but he can remember you, so I ask her kung kelan sila nagkakilala and said it was two years ago. And with you na matagal na matagal na. The patient has a retrogade amnesia. Hindi niya maalala ang nakaraang medyo bago palang sakanya, more specifically he has selective amnesia"

I have a WHAT!?

***

                Serene Magdael

I went home with a debris and dismantled armour. Namamaga na ang mga mata ko sa kakaiyak.

DAHIL SAAKIN!

oh shit! It hurts a lot. Sumalpa na agad ako sa kama at walang tigil kakaiyak. I deserve these shits after all!

I almost had an heart attack sa sinabi ng Doctor kanina, it strikes me big time! I couldn't think right, lutang ako at hindi makapag galaw ng maayos, Dad and mom started to worry, I told them everything and cried on their shoulders, hanggang sa pgatulog ko, bad dreams are chasing me.

Lola texted me na nakauwi na daw si Grey and he is fine. Ang bilis niya maka recover grabe!

Hanggang ngayon ay ang sakit parin ng aking puso, Grey didn't remember me! But I know, His heart will never forget. I woke up early at I'm planning to visit Grey on his mansion. He is there with Elisse. And the thought of it breaks me. Elisse is his first love, baka yun ang nasa isip niya ngayon. Na si Elisse ay para sakanya

Dala dala ang basket na may iba't ibang prutas, I maneuvered my car on way to Grey's place. Nakarating ako dun without any questions from the guard. Akala ko ay pagbabawalan na nila ako but no.

I entered his house, Walang Grey sa dining hall, walang Grey sa Sala, Walang Grey sa Pool Area. One place, umakyat ako to see him in his room. I knocked 3x pero walang sumasagot, bukas naman ito at binuksan ko ng bahagya.

"Grey?"

Wala siya sa loob ng kwarto niya kaya pumasok ako. Where could he be? Akala ko ay kasama niya si Elisse and ready to see and hear what they are doing pero wala.

So I sit on the bedside, I stared on the ceiling. I remember making love with him that time, where everything I thought is magical.

Hindi ko na pansin ang oras saking paghihintay, until I fell asleep in his bed.

Hoping He could remember me.