When Amami approached Ouma crying in the hallway he felt embarrassed. He didn't want his beloved to see him like that, a weakling, a crybaby, and a coward. Ouma then ran into the janitor's closest with a box in his hand.
"Because I'm a liar, no one will ever trust me.
Because I'm a liar, everyone hates me.
Because I'm a liar, I'm good for nothing.
Because I'm a liar, everyone wants me dead" Ouma chanted as he pulled a razor blade out of the box. He started to list off names for each cut he sliced on his arm. He watched as the blood dripped down his arm. He started to feel light headed and dizzy, he smiled as he felt faint.
"Because I'm a liar..., no one will ever love me..." he said crying. His hands were shaking as held the razor blade tightly.
Amami looked everywhere for Ouma. Almost everyone said they didn't see him, most people also said something insulting about Ouma. After he talked to a few people, he started to realize why Ouma cried so much. Soon Amami felt almost as it was hopeless but then he ran across the hall and saw Gonta.
"Gonta! Have you seen Ouma anywhere?"
"Gonta did see Kokichi earlier. Kokichi ran that way" said Gonta pointing to the next hallway.
"Thank you Gonta" Amami said
"No problem! Gonta happy to help anytime!" Gonta said happily. Amami ran down the hallway but couldn't find Ouma. He saw something strange about the janitor's closet, he saw a few drops of blood near the bottom of the door and the lid to a small box. He then opened the door and was horrified by what he saw. Amami was greeted by Ouma passed out against the wall, blood seeping from his arm that was covered in cuts.
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Because I'm a liar
FanfictionOuma x Rantaro angst yaoi warning Ouma had hidden his true feelings for a long time, hidden under a mask of lies and trickery that makes him hated by his classmates. But everything will change once he pushes his best friend Kiibo past the breaking...
