Ouma ran to his house and slammed the door. He blushed violently and locked the door. He ran up to his room and smiled. He started to write a note, a love letter that he soon crumbled up and threw. Looking down as he sat and over analyzed the situation.
"Amami could never love a lying jerk like me... It's impossible... but, who knows if he does like me. What if he did care about me? I shouldn't have such high hopes, I shouldn't bother." He mumbled to himself. Still he felt as if there was a little hope, no matter how many times he tried to tell himself he was hopeless. He grabbed his phone, went to the calendar app and clicked on the date three weeks away. He slowly typed, S-U-I-C-I-D-E, the letters glowed on the screen.
"This is stupid, why am I doing this?" He mumbled as he looked up at the mess he called home, empty as it always is. Nothing moved and the house was a silent, empty, disgraceful mess.
"I have nothing to live for anyways. Even if this is stupid no one will care to stop me because no one really cares about me. If anyone did care then why am I always sad and alone?" He said, answering his own question. He smiled as he set the event on the calendar,
"Let the games begin" he said loading an old gun he found in the attic.
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Because I'm a liar
FanfictionOuma x Rantaro angst yaoi warning Ouma had hidden his true feelings for a long time, hidden under a mask of lies and trickery that makes him hated by his classmates. But everything will change once he pushes his best friend Kiibo past the breaking...
