They said
ohmygodIloveworkingout
ohmygodIwannagetmuscles
ohmygodIwishIhadthismuscularbody
ohmygodIwannabecomefitterI do have these muscles
I never really
worked
for them
I only danced
I didn't really care
I danced
Being naturally muscular is a curse
I danceI look in the mirror
I look fat
my reflection stares back
at me
my reflection in a shirt
fat
my reflection in a dress
fat
my reflection in a skirt
fat
my reflection in pants
fat
my reflection in a top
fat
my reflection covered up
by any kind of
clothing
fatBecause I'm short
Because I'm not lean
Because I'm not
how the girls my size
should look likeWorking out
they said
would change thingsSo I tried
But working out
made me stronger
stronger than I was
still
whatever I wear
I look fatSo I realized
all of a sudden
beauty is pain
and to be lean
one's gotta make
sacrificesDon't eat
Don't eat
Don't eat
Don't eat
Don't eat
Don't eat
Don't eat
Don't eat
Don't eat
Don't eat
Don't eatBut I always do
Because I am not fat
Because I am healthy
Because I want to stay
healthyBecause maybe I look
fat
in some clothes
compared to the women
presenting fashion in magazines
compared to
everyone else my size
but the truth is.I look goddamn good in my clothes.
No matter what they try to make me think.
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