cant sleep

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Just laying on the bed starring at the celling thinking what happened today. Invited three people in my house to live with (huge step) know their past kinda . I wonder if i should tell my real past i wonder what will happen?? No!! What are u thinking rinne you dont know them well they my be afraid or sorry for you if they found out about my true my past and what i'm capble of. I dont want what happened before the horrible memories i cant let it repeat themselves!  If they ever ask me lie,lie, lie! I start crying i hold my voice in what is this pain in my chest it hurts for the first time. Do i want to protect them from not knowing my past? No rinne you cant get attach to them no matter what i may pretend but never feel it.

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