the white eyes

What's happening

HOW DID YOU GET HERE WHY HAVEN'T YOU CAME BACK!!(sobber) I was down at my knees on top of sharp rocks and wet mushy grass.I didn't felt any pain.But my heart felt as it was being torn after being patched up.My anger is building up I feel as my body is on fire I need to let this anger out somehow. With the last of my strength I Berly stood up and by step by step. I reached a tree to hold me up but my anger was still taking over me.I kept thinking how angry ,dispicable he is, how I wish he would just die can't he just disappear!!As I said those words I knew I was at limit the tree that was holding me snapped.It was all dead all around was black as the deep space.Did I Do that??!!How is that happen what's going I don't know what to do????? All the things I believed are revealing being lies in front of my eyes. I... I...I.... can't...take all..... of...this..........Can't I just live normal!!! Just leave me alone I can't take this!!! Roots are growing and separating between us. How come this new power makes everything dead and be tainted black??!Even these roses yet, they're even more beautiful than any rose.It may look pretty at first But it'll bring me trouble soon. I need to get out of here first before he tears this barrier down.