im sorry.
ive pulled you into a terrible situation
you know the person i am, but not the person i can be
youve seen a bad part of me and another is starting to show
im disgusting
ive done horrible things
if people knew about them
no one would talk to me ever again
id be banned from my family
i am absolutely sick
im so sick the only taste i desire is smoke
im so sick that i can barely talk to you
because you dont know
somedays ill forget
somedays ill go on fine
neither of us will have a clue
im sorry you dont know
im sorry youll never know
this is something that will die with me
