no.
no. as simple as that.
no.
i refuse to feel this way again.
no.
i refuse.
i do not want to feel this way again.
no.
it does not benefit me.
it does not benefit you.
and it tears us apart.
no.
no.
and no.
this feeling inside of me its like cement. and it takes everything to crack away. it makes me feel nothing. including love and affection and gratitude. and it makes me out to be such a jerk to you. and ive been through this before. weve been through this before. and you thought i hated you. and i thought you hated me. but its just the cement pouring out my ears and back into my mouth. and im sorry. i dont know what starts it. what starts the cement? what is it. i want to know so i can kill it. i want to get rid of it.
i am not about to let this control me.
no.
this will not ruin us.
no.
i will fight it.
yes.
i will fight it.
