The Stripper / G.D

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As far as I can remember, my life is the worst I could have ever imagined.

My mother is not a parental model because the minute I reached my legal age , she'd kicked me out.

But, to be honest, this is the only good decision she made for me. She was drunk most of the time and violent towards me.

if she hadn't kicked me out I would probably left her house by myself.

I had responsibilities very young.

I worked in a supermarket and went to class when I could, and i must say that i was doing pretty well until i got fired from the supermarket. Depriving me to live correctly.

Since that day my life has turned into a nightmare. I didn't have choice anymore.

To live correctly i had to show my body.

And believe me, I didn't like that at all. but to survive at such a young age, decisions had to be made whether they were good or bad.

Three years now that I live this ordeal life . This life that I did not imagine living even in my worst nightmares.
I arrive at a point where I disgust myself. Looking at myself in the mirror every night after letting these men touching me, when the majority of them were already married, all that made me sick.

I'm sick of myself.

I do not want to be who I am anymore. I just want to leave. to leave far from this life. I wanna die.

I put on my heels and head into the  V.I.P room to perform. For the last time in my life.

Even before I could reach the curtain, which separated the room V.I.P and the public hall. Carlos, my perverse boss, stopped me by grabbing my forearm.

"Hey, It's a young guy tonight. You have my permission to punch him if he touches you way too much"- he say, frowning.

I nodded and frees me from his grip as fast as I could.
no matter who this young guy was, I'm sure he couldn't be worse than Carlos.

I violently pull the curtain and face a group of four young guys ; they seemed to be the same age as me. When they all saw me, I crossed my arms and raised an eyebrow.

"The lap dance is for one person, so whoever has to stay, stay, and the others clear now!"- i say coldly.

"Dang! You're so lucky bro ! Enjoy your moment! Don't think about anything else"- say one of them to the one who was sitting on the couch, waiting for me.

They both look a like, i guess they are twins but i could clearly tell them apart. The one on the couch seems so uncomfortable and shy while his twins couldn't stop staring at my curves.

"I don't feel comfortable Eth"- He say.

As I fixed up my makeup in the mirror I pretended to hear nothing of their conversation. But I heard everything very clearly.

"Gray... it's just for fun ! You said that you wanted to try everything! This is a pretty good start, right?"- this 'Eth' replied to his brother.

I finally turned toward them, arms on my hips.

"Ok so... Can we start?"- i asked

I've planned on killing myself , so... hurry.

"Yeah sure!"- Say 'Eth' to me, then look back to his brother. " have fun bro!"- he smirked.

Finally, he left us. I walk to him then sit on his lap, sliding my hand behind his head to turn the music on. But he seems really uncomfortable.

"It's just a lap dance"- i say as if it was something natural.

"I know, i'm just.. i"- he stuttered.

It's actually the first time that something like this happening to me.
Usually, the other guys were almost jumping on me but not him.
The way his beautiful face was turned to red made me smile a bit. He's cute, i couldn't deny it.

He took a big breath and finally speak.

"I'm Grayson by the way"

"Elena... can we start?"- i asked, ready to press the play button.

"Yeah ... uum sure, sorry"- he stuttered again.

Sorry?. Sorry for what?.

Before i turn the music on, i grabbed his hands and put them on my thighs.

"What are you..."- he ask, turning even more red. But i cut him off.

"You have the right to touch my thighs, my belly, my arms and my back, beyond these limits I stop the show and you'll have to leave."- i say.

Surprisingly, I felt calm and serene in his presence. And it was the first time I felt like that.

"Oh what ?! I can touch you?!"- he asked, shocked.

I nodded.

"But... you ?"- he asked.

"Me?"- i stares into his eyes intrigued.

"Do you really wants me to touch you?"- he asked.

Honestly, no. But , i'll be gone tonight. So go ahead, pleasure yourself.

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