"If someone handed you his hand to help you, would you accept it? Or would you refuse it just by pride?."
D.
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He didn't touched me. During all my choreography, he was just trying to avoid me, my touch. But i've noticed how much he liked when our eyes locked together.
I arrived at the part of my choreography that i have to seduce him even more, by kissing his neck.
The more i approach my face on his neck the more i could smell his scent.
His cologne was strong but sweet at the same time.
His hands stay glued on each side of his thigh but, suddenly, as i put my lips on his neck he gently pushed me away.
He held my arms as if i were a fragile little thing. He even, unconsciously,
caressed my arms with his thumbs.
A totally sweet and natural gesture.
"Wait... it's getting too... intimate for me"- he smiled a bit embarrassed.
"But you payed for this"- i raised an eyebrow.
He's clearly not like the others who came here.
"I know but... i.. i Didn't know it would be like this"- he stuttered.
I withdrew from his lap, standing up in front of him, with my arms crossed.
"It's a strip bar... what did you expect when you came here? playing video games ?"- i say, annoyed.
"No... of course not.."
He sighed loudly then he left a long minute of silence between us.
"I'm wasting your time"- he finally talked.
"Actually, you are wasting time.. you have twenty minutes left"- i say looking toward the count down.
I locked my eyes with his again and wait for an answer.
"I don't want to continue this"- he admitted.
"If you want another girl, i can.."- he interrupted me.
"What ?!"- he asked with big eyes.
"Tina is blonde and she has bigger boobs if you prefer, she's cute and probably more what y..."- he interrupted me again.
I hate when people interrupt me to be honest. It's from far my biggest pet peeve.
"What ?! No, no, you're not the problem, you're beautiful... it's just... ugh..."- he sighs and hide his face between his hands." I'm so stupid"- he said.
I sat down on the couch, keeping a certain distance between us and cross my legs. I just want to finish this show and make an end to this miserable life.
he turned his face toward me, still leaning forward and arms crossed on his knees.
"I'm sure that you think that i'm the most stupid guy you've ever seen"- he say.
"I don't care"- i raised my shoulders.
He looks straight in my eyes, offended, then sighs again.
