The night before the flight to Toronto I didnt sleep a wink. I kept on thinking... what should i say? What should i do? Whos hair do i touch first?... these and many more questions were running through my head. But then i thought to myself ever since i first saw thier faces i told myself tha id be myself when i meet them. And make them love me for me so thats what ill do.
The Flight was long and i was tired, i hardly slept. But that night i would meet one direction so i didnt want to look sleepy and i tried to nap on the plane. Brit was sitting right next to me the whole time. I knew she could tell i was nervous and she tried asking about it...... but i just told her that i didnt want to talk about it. And after that it was a long silent flight.
Finally we landed and we had to go to the hotel. Me and Brit sat down and since we were alone I felt a little more comfertable telling her what was wrong. and so i sat down and talked to her.
"I dont know what ive gotten my self into i love them too much. I know i always said to be myself but what if the dont like the real me. All i want is for them to like me."
and so Brit responded: "I cant imagine anyone not loving.. i do. Your the bestest best friend on the planet"
I didnt know how to respond to that.. i felt like the most loved person on the planet. So after that we got dressed and headed out to meet the boys.
We waited in the line for so long for 5 minutes with the boys.. but i knew it would be worth it :)
Finally it was our turn I walked up to the boys and hugged each one and said someting small to them.. Niall was last he was staring at me the whole time and then he wrote some thing down on a piece of paper and folded it up. when i got to Niall i hugged him and just said hi and he started to stutter.. And the he said
"Give me you hand" and so i did , he smacked down the piece of paper and told me "keep this but dont open it till you back to your hotel"... and he just kissed me on the cheek as security took me out.
