My Sunshine|Sope

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No POV

It's was a enticed day for Taehyung and Jungkook. It's they first sleepover as a couple. Jungkook planned a lot of things for this. Things like baking, watching movies and cuddling the whole night. While Taehyung is sad and doesn't feel great, but he looking forward to a night with his lover.

Jungkook was preparing some food for upstairs. The bell rings and he run to the door.

'Taetae!!' He screams when he sees his lover. Taehyung took him in a kiss while stepping inside his house.

'So where is the party?' Taehyung ask while smirking at his boyfriend.

'My room!' Jungkook answers, it's the answer Taehyung wants to hear. Jungkook takes his boyfriend's hand and lead him to his room.

Arriving in Jungkooks room, taehyung sits on the bed, while Jungkook is getting the snacks.

'They are no snack tastier than you babe!' Taehyung says to his lover, still smirking at him. It makes Jungkook uncomfortable. He not up for sex, but if Taehyung wants it, than he has no choice.

Jungkook lays on his bed beside his boyfriend. Taehyung pull him close, Jungkook didn't mind.

'Which movie do you want to watch?' Jungkook lays his head on Taehyungs chest.

'Nothing. I am not in the mood for a movie.' Taehyung looks at his lover while stroking his face. 'Just kiss me, kookie.'

Jungkook did what Taehyung wants and kisses him. Taehyung pull him closer and place him hands on his back. Jungkook didn't mind that. Than Taehyung lays on top of him, while kissing him roughly. His lover start to feel a little uncomfortable and it didn't get better when Taehyung places his hand underneath his shirt.

'Are you okay with this?' Taehyung ask, Jungkook lied and just nod. He was feeling really uncomfortable and wasn't ready for this, but he didn't want to lose Taehyung.

Taehyung smirks and lift his lover's shirt up, then his own shirt. They're both shirtless. Taehyung can't wait for this moment, while Jungkook wants to stop.

Taehyung kisses his neck and sucks on it after moans softly. That satisfied him a lot. He continue licking his neck till under his abs. Jungkook wants to cry right now, he really doesn't want to do this. He trying to hold his tears in, while Taehyung is taking of his pants.

Jungkook starts to panic inside. He needs to do something before he starts crying. He hears a notification from his phone and Taehyung hears it too.

'Can I check that real quick?' Jungkook ask and his lover nods.

It's was Yoongi that texts him. Jungkook is trying to stretch time and make his lover forget what he wants.

'Okay you check it, let continued.' Taehyung says annoyed because his lover was texting instead of checking.

'You already checked! Let's continue!' Taehyung Says annoyed because he realizes that his lover is avoiding sex with him.

'It's important!'Jungkook says nervously.

'Do you even love me?' Taehyung ask with a sad face.

'Of course I love you Taetae!' Jungkook says.

'Why don't you want to have sex with me?' Taehyung ask making jungkook more nervous.

'I do want to have sex with you!' Jungkook says lying to his boyfriend and himself.

'Prove it! Take my pants off!' Taehyung demands Jungkook.

'Is everything you want to do just fuck me?' Taehyung nods.

'I really want to fuck you so badly!' Jungkook starts to cry and Taehyung wants to comfort him, but he push him back.

'GO AWAY! GO THE FUCK AWAY!' Jungkook yells while crying.

'What's up kookie?' Taehyung ask, while trying to comfort him again.

'GO THE FUCK OUT MY HOUSE!!' Jungkook yells again while pushing Taehyung again.

Taehyung did what Jungkook says and leave him behind, crying thinking about his traumatized past.