As I grow older,
day by day-
nothing seems to change.
No improvement.
Not destroyed.
But the feeling of emptiness,
expands, as the clock continues-
to tick and tock.
Never rush things,
spontaneous events-
is much more beautiful,
than planned.
And I believed.
For a very long time, I believed.
But how long?
How much longer can I wait?
I never thought, having not feeling it,
could be more depressing-
than their so called heart breaks and moving on.
Maybe If I only had experienced one,
if only-
maybe I could handle this feeling of emptiness,
even more.
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A/N: I am not looking for boyfriend, OKAY? I just felt this sometimes, have you? The feeling of 'HOW DOES IT FEEL TO LOVE AND BE LOVED?" Sometimes, I felt lonely, but usually I feel LUCKY because I haven't been broken hearted. Based on my friends' expriences, it's awful yet lesson learned. That's the part when I felt depressed, WHEN I CANNOT RELATE TO THEM. Heha! Well, not totally depressed, just sort of.
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THE CURE FOR LONELINESS
PoetryCollection of amateur poetry from a teen located somewhere in Asia. Grammar lapses may be observed, please bear with me, I will re-read from time to time and change everything what's needed to be changed. Change -- such a simple word to say, if only...
