I should have followed my gut, but i guess when you really want something to work, you'll make up any excuse, so things stay okay.
You texted me for a little while you were over at your exs. You told me you were messing with fire and almost burnt your hair off. I laughed at that, cause you were such a dummy, but i loved it.
We hung out with our two friends after you were done talking to her..and I noticed you had something on your neck.
I pulled my friend aside, cause like i said, you were my first, so i didn't know what it was.
So I asked...i asked if you burned yourself there too, and you said yea. You must have.
And because I really liked you, and i didn't think you were that type of person...i believed you..But not fully.
When I got home, i texted you about it and told you that if something happened between you two, to just tell me, and id understand.
But you lied again, and promised nothing happened.
And I trusted you.
We hung out again the next day.
But this time your brothers tagged along.
I guess that was your mistake..huh?
We were all hanging out,
Me, you, our friends, and your brothers.
I got a snap that said " I think it is a hickey" from my friend.
But you already knew that part to huh? Because you tried to see the message, but i wouldn't let you.
So you started walking away.
And I felt bad, because I didnt want you mad at me. So I ran after you, to make sure you were okay.
You said you were, that you just wanted to walk for a sec, so i let you
And I went back over to my friend to see why she suddenly said that.
Your brother had said it was funny that you told us it was a burn..
Because it wasnt, right?
I didnt hear him say it the first time, but you did and that's why you left.
I was hurt..and mad.
But I didnt cry...i just yelled
Because i had never been cheated on before and i didn't know what to do.
And when I told you that, you said.
"Forget.about me"
But how was I suppose to forget about some one I really liked?
So I didnt forget about you, i forgot about that situation.
I told you to block her on everything and never talk to her again...and you did and promised it would stay that way...but he didn't...
Did it?
