Those Nights Spent With You (HYBRID) L.S (being edited)

Chapter 15

*Hey guys so the sequel i'm doing ( if you want me to do it) is already being planned and it's like got somebodys requested character as the child in it so yeah. toodles. enjoy the chapter, sorry for not updating in so long, I was on vacation without any wifi whatsoever*

(Harry's POV) 

I watched Louis sleep peacfully, almost as if he was unconsious, which he wasn't because I could still feel his steady breathing from where I was sitting. I skimmed over his bandages that lay agaisnt his skin, Louis has not been opening up to me and it made me sad. When Louis came back from the hospital he promised me he would never ever keep secrets from me, and I have a feeling he is right now. The more I know about why he is feeling the way he is the more I can help him. I just want him to be alright. 

All of the sudden Louis began to thrash around catching me off guard. Then an idea popped into my head, maybe if I listen to his mumbling I can infer what will be going on.

Nothing was happening so I got up and almost made my way out of the room when I heard something come out of his mouth. Something I never thought I'd hear from him. 

"Dad no!" 

Louis never mentioned his Dad. Never since I met him, I automatically thought he was out of his life. Why was Louis having nightmares about his Dad? It didn't make sense. Maybe Louis never told me about his dad for a reason. Maybe his Dad did something so awful to him that he never wanted to speak of him or think of him again. There was a whole in my heart, an empty space where the secrets Louis was keeping from me should be. I needed to fill that space so I wouldn't feel left out. 

I decided to confront Louis about that when he woke up, if he doesn't want to talk about it then thats fine with me. I just want to get some kind of answer. I don't know if I'm going to get it but its worth a try. 

Louis eyes burst open after three minutes of straight thrashing around. Louis broke down into a fit of tears and I immediately gushed and pulled him close to me.

"It's alright, it was just a bad dream." Louis pulled away, tears still falling.

"That's j-j-ust it t-though. It w-wasn't a-a-a n-night-nightmare. It wa-was a memory." Louis studdered. Louis frowned at his boyfriend.

"Hey Louis. If you don't mind answering, did your dad do something to you?" That set Louis off even more and Louis clung to Harry crying into his shoulder harder than before. Harry began to wonder why he thought confronting Louis about him would be a good idea in the first place.

Louis sniffled and pulled back.

"Yes he did, he-he-he raped me and he beat my mother when we were younger. That's why I never talk about him, one day he-he just he beat my mom up so terribly that I pounded him to the ground. He was never to be seen again once I told the police he was beating up my mother and would stop until I deffended her. And the big bruise on my hip sort of explained it all." Louis spilled out and I was somewhat relieved, but really angry at his dad for taking away Louis innocence like it was nothing. And hitting his mom, what kind of man was he. A phyco that's for sure.

"Oh, Louis. I'm so sorry. How will I ever help you forget about this?" Harry asked Louis.

"You need to take me somewhere where they will erase my memory." No! Louis couldn't forget things he couldn't.

"No I can't do that. I can't."

"Remember when you said you would do anything, even if it seemed impossible to help me." I sighed, Louis had defeated me. But I just felt really sad about the thought that Louis wouldn't remember me, or anything about his father as well. The father part didn't bug me so much but the part about him forgetting all about me. That did. They would probably take all his memory up to 16 and mush away the stuff about Louis dad. Louis wouldn't remember anything about where they met, about who he was and about what they have done together. It was completely and utterly heartbreaking, the thought. But Louis was right, about the promise. And I had to do this.

"I'll book an appointment as soon as I can Louis. But are you sure you want to do this?" I asked tears coming down his face, tears he didn't even know that were coming out of his eyes.

"It's for the best." I nodded but then grabbed Louis face and kissed him. I kissed him like no tommorow. I wanted to know every single taste of Louis. Feel him,  breathe him. It was almost as if I was saying goodbye. Louis moved along with my lips and I could still feel tears breaking out everywhere. The corners of my eyes the centers of my eyes. Everywhere. I stopped kissing Louis and hugged him. I hugged him, because I knew this might be the last time I'd ever get to do it.

*I'm sorry about this chapter, I know I know, it's very emotional. But the reason I made it emotional was because we have finally reached the climax of the story! And you thought Louis having bipolar and beating up Harrys mom was the climax. NOPE they were the rising actions heheheheheheh anyway more coming soon. toodleesss I am also sorry about the shortness of the chapter I wanted to write more but I'm really tired and I'm sure you guys wanted an update. SO yeah. *