(A/N) Ring ring it's me bitch how are you all I want to know. I am horrible I am thinking about ending this story completely. I will have an idea the go to write then poof it's gone. Anyways if you think I should continue say something cause I don't think I should but if you guys are enjoying it I will continue so yea anyways to the chapter.
Colby point of view
I woke up at one am to the sound of my phone going off. Brennen. I got off the bed making sure not to wake up the angel beside me so I could answer the call
C/Colby b/Brennen
C, hey brenn it's one am, what do you need
B, hey I'm sorry to wake you but I need you... like bad
After he said that I could hear him sniffle from crying so I told him I would be there in ten minutes. I softly woke up Sam with kissing his neck. "What do you want, love" Sam said groggily. "Baby in gonna go grab something from a friend I'll be back ok?" Sam nodded and drifted back to sleep. I felt so guilty for lying but I had to. I went to Brennens immediately and barged in to see nothing. Hmm he asked me to come over but he wasn't here. I heard a slight sob from his room, I ran and opened his door to see something never thought I would see.
Brennens p.o.v.
After I asked Colby to come over he forgot to hang up so listened and I heard him talking to Sam. Love. Baby. Friend. He and Sam were a thing... I slowly started to have a feeling I haven't felt in months. No. I can't. I haven't in so long. But I was gonna do it again. I slowly staged my fat ugly self to my room and peered under my bed. There it was... the small black box, it co gained bandages, neasporin(idk how to spell it lmao), razor blades, a knife, and medical tape. I crawled over there and reached into the box to ring a clean blade. AhA. I slowly thought of myself
Fag
Ugly
Worthless
Unneeded
Just kill yourself Brennen Colby won't care, he doesn't love you. Just kill yourselfAs I slowly thought of all my imperfections I slowly pulled the blade across my wrists. Blood steaming down my arm. I was crying uncontrollably as the same thought rushed through over and over again, I slowly put the blade down and grabbed a bottle of Anti-depressants and put 15 or so of them in my hand and went over nd grabbed my blade thinking of what way I wanted to die. As I thought my sobs were bad and I heard the door open but didn't care I was holding the blade to my throat as the one and only Colby Brock walked in. His jaw dropped at me, we just walked up to me and grabbed the blade knocked all the pills and kissed me. My. Heart. Just. Melted. Inside. I was in shock at first but then slowly came to focus and kissed him back we sat in a heated make out session until Colby pulled away.
"Brennen why did you do...this?" Colby asked worried
"I-I... you didn't Hang up and I heard your conversation with Sam and I felt like nobody loved me and-" Colby cut me of and said to many people loved me and I couldn't die. I felt happy for once and Colby put me to sleep and left. Dang he was fine and anyone would want him as daddy
Hey bitch me again. It's almost midnight and I cringed writing this chapter knowing what Brennen did was what I did a year ago :( anyways vote. I will update at firstve votes (I'm probably not gonna get that many but idc) so anyways imma sleep byeee
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