Fighting Against Fate

Chapter 9

I could feel him staring me down as I stepped up to the front. Eyes up her. Y-yeah sorry. I wanted to see my mother, and I need to send her to Scarlet. Scarelet died 2 years ago. Oh my God, no, kept playing in my head and after are whole conversation I left and my whole pack followed. Alpha how did you know that guy? He's my mate. What? He's my mate, but it doesn't matter. Alpha. No don't even go there. Okay, where will be sleeping? I guess well figure that out tonight.

I'm so sorry for bring you in this Jared. It's ok, I have something to tell you. Can it wait for a minute? I don't...I crawl on top of him and kiss around that beautful body of his. Jenny. Ahm? I need to talk to you. It can wait. No it can't. I need this right now Jared. I can't. I can, relax. Jenny, no but he didn't finish that sentence as he kissed me. I love you Jared. He stops everything and said "I don't." What? I don't love you. Ow, get out. I'm sorry, I'm not trying to hurt you. I...I grab him by the neck and shove him up against the wall. I can't breathe Jenny. I don't care. There's a reason. I don't care. I found my mate and my children. I don't let up on his neck. Don't kill me Jenny, I can't help it. When? When what? When did you cheat? Between our 4 and 5 month anniversery. I hate you. I'm sorry. Who? Jessica. I let go of his neck and slowly fall to the floor.

The garden is covered in snow, which I never see. I've seen it once, the winter I went to see my aunt in Michigan. She didn't like the snow, but I had a ball that winter. Then within seconds the garden goes up in flames. Then through the red flames walks Trevor. Trevor? Hi Jennifer. What are you doing here? I came to tell you that you were never a good mate, I can't believe you would ever think about the possibilty of being my mate. I know I'm ashamed. You should be, nobody likes you. You need to stay here. I don't know. You do know, you'll do like a good little girl. I'm tired of being a good girl, I thought I quite doing that a long time a ago. But remember your my mate and you do as I say. When she ask you to stay or go, what will you say? I don't know, I'm sorry. Figure it out soon.

I have no clue how long it's been since I've talked to Trevor, all I know is this place is amazing, I can think of something and it appears. Out of nowhere, this beautiful women appears, my name is Angel, what will your choice be? I want to...

　

　

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JUST KIDDING

　

　

I want to....go. Is that your final choice? Yes ma'am. As you wish.

Angel? Jennifer, oh my God your alive. Well duh. What happened? Well this demon version of Trevor, wait who am I kidding, Trevor tried to talk me into staying and then I had this weird dream that you had found your mate 2 1/2 years ago and yu have children, and did I mention it was Jessica? Jenny that wasn't a dream. You mean Trevor tried to get me to stay? No, he's been pacing the halls since Tuesday, and right now he's about to be a very pissed off person. Wait your mate is Jessica, you cheated on me, and why would Trevor be mad? Because you woke up with me in here. Well we are getting married, so why wouldn't you be in here. I can't marry you Jenny. Why not? I love my mate and my children. I...I want Trevor.

Dude what do you mean she's awake? She's in there waiting for you. Jennifer! Um hey. What happened? I don't know but apparently Jessica has a thing with every guy I like. What...oh, I got it. Yea, so hows your kids doing? Oh, they aren't my kids, they're Jessica and Jared's kids. What! Hey calm down, I don't need you having anymore panic attacks. I had a panic attack? That's what they're saying, but I say that's a milarky. Who says milarky? Me, got a problem? Maybe. You want me to leave? I doesn't matter...actually stay. So what day is it? Friday. So I was out for Tuesday night and Thursday and what time is it? 8 O'Clock. And 8 O'Clock today and your already so worried about me? Your my mate I love you. Yea about that. Nothing is a question about that, and you should've known that 3 years ago. Yea, well, oh well. Oh well, I haven't stopped looking for you, even if I did know where you were. I know you did, I sent Ellie a letter. You what and you didn't even send your own mate one? I didn't give a piece of you know what about you. Well then. Y-yeah. What's a matter? I'm cold. Here. It's fine. This single bed isn't going to work. What? I'm taking you to our room.

I've been arguing with Trevor about where I'm going to be sleeping for the past 30 minutes. Trevor, I'm sleeping on the couch. No your not, your sleeping in my bed, with me. No, I'll just sleep with Jared tonight, I mean I always stay warm with him. Mine! I heard Trevor growl. If I'm anyone I'm Jareds. Mine! No. Lay down. No, I'm grabbing my pj's. I'll come help. No. Fine.

Um...sorry I didn't mean to walk in on...that. It's fine Jenny, what you need? Um, thanks Jess, just my clothes. I'm going to step out. Jess you don't have to. I know, it's ok, you need to say good-bye. Are you going to talk to me Jenny? I doesn't matter. You matter Jenny, don't push me away. What do you want me to say, I forgive you for sleeping with random girls when we dated? I slept with my mate. I know you didn't just say that, I love you. Our bond. What? I don't know how I'm going to break the bond. You arrogant jerk! No, I don't want to hurt you. I don't care I should've stayed. What? Nothing. I'm going to chance and I'll leave. I'll help you take your clothes up. It doesn't matter. I change in my singlet and lacy slip out of my shorts. Um Jenny what are you doing? Changing. In front of me. Yea, does it bother you? N-no. Oh ok, well I'll be right back. I picked up my suitcase and tugged it to Trevors room. I didn't say anything and walked back in Jareds room to see Trevor. They were talking about my bond. Ahm. Hey I came to see if you need any help? Yea, just those 2 bags, I'll grab my bathroom stuff. Okay, I can wait. Actually go on up, I want to talk to him alone. No. Go, now! Fine.

I wanted to say good-bye Jared. What are you talking about good-bye? I'm going to be going back to Cali. to pack up the place and I will be relocating. Jenny stay. No, I'm going to make sure my mother is ok and I'm leaving. Please don't. Bye Jared. Bye. Oh and I brought his lips down to mine, and kissed him. I moaned into his mouth. That lead to his hands on my hips and I moved them off. I love you Jared. I love you to Jenny.

I smell him on you. So. What did y'all do? Kissed. What! I kissed him. I l-love you, your mine. Get this through your head, it will be a cold place in Hell before I become yours.