11:11||Jeongchan✔️

Gone

Hyunjin

I kept thinking about Chan's answer.

They just don't understand what these people are going through

I want to know what he is going through. I didn't want to be rude and tell him that killing himself wasn't the answer.

What if it was the answer. Maybe killing himself was going to help him.

I walked to the convenient store. I went to my favorite aisle. The candy aisle. I saw Jeongin picking up some flowers. I dropped everything and started following him.

He was walking around on the cloudy day. I kept following him until he stopped somewhere.

The cemetery.

I kept following him and hid behind a tree.

"I miss you. Thank you so much for helping me get through my worst times. The voices came back, but worst than ever. I need you. I can't handle it myself. My father is always drunk my mother left me. You know that..." he broke into tears. Sobbing and sniffles was all I heard.

"You were the only one who knew that. It's hard to know that you are gone. I brought you flowers. Camellias were your favorite. Thank you so much for being my only friend."

He left running and it started to rain. Harder than yesterday.

I walked to where he was. The tombstone was engraved with the name.

Mrs. Bang
1976-2007

I looked over to the flowers Jeongin left. There was a letter attached to it

A loving wife and mother. Helped many people who were ill. She was a hard working therapist that help many people overcome what they have gone through. It's sad to see you go so soon.
-Yang Jeongin