The Runic Rhyme

-SUICIDE-

*please know that you don't have to read this if you can not*

Life was fine
Till I was nine
After that
It all went bad
I tried to hide
The thought,suicide

But all was wrong
My fairytale gone
No more smile
Everything was vile
No more thought
With suicide I fought

All the people I met
Had my eyes all wet
Dumb and unconfident you're a loser
Did anybody thought we could lose her?
The feel came strong
But suicide was wrong

It felt so strong
The right to my wrong
Just a single step
And no more crap
But I kept it hidden
For suicide is forbidden

Moving on
My feelings gone
I lost my hope
Could'nt loosen my rope
The only thing real
Was the suicidal feel

I was alone
A broken clone
I couldnt cry
For my tears were dry
Every thing I ever suffered
Was this how suicide occured?

I lived in my past
All was dark at last
Maybe I should give in
How big can really be a sin?
When it was your only kin
Suicide had finally win

In my mind
My life revind
All my misery
Shone before me
Suddenly there came one date
And the suicide had to wait

Though it was dim as night
But it still came in my sight
It was the day of my birth
The day I came to the earth
Suddenly I saw it all
Suicide now a distant call

Now no more treason
I breath for a reason
There's a sun after a dawn
And the fear is all gone
I dont care what they say
Cause suicide is not the way

Like a distant memory
Like a envious enemy
Like a history of old
Like a possesion that's sold
The thought has not gone
But suicide's no long

                    -MZ
A/N
This poem is of my own little experience I know this might not define suicide but this was my fight and I decided to write it to tell people that you can over come suicide. Sucide is something that is quite hard to explain Even to ones ownself, we get lost in its feel, thinking that this is the only option left, the only thing we can do but that is not true. We all were born for a reason, our life is not useless, your life is not useless. Right now things might seem horrible they might not go how you want them to. You might have lost someone you love or you might have lost your ownself. But trust me there is a reason why you are here, there is a reason why you are different and it is because you are you, because you are unique. So if you have any such feel talk to someone dont keep it to yourself because talking to someone will help you alot. Infact if you want to just message me I would be more than glad to talk to you. And dont think you are alone cause you might not have met me but I am your friend. So my dear smiley smile cause your pain will go away. And you can talk to me if you want to about anything just message me ok?❤❤😊