late night snapchatting. // bxb

streaks

the lonely house was already asleep as i entered it

calmness and serenity overcame me which lowered my adrenaline

i plopped onto the couch

kissing

that feeling thing when two lips touch and they just kinda stay there

it's relaxing and freeing, really

doing it with your crush is better to be honest

or worse

i have no clue

but it was late, eleven forty five pm

i needed to send my streaks, including to him

him

his eyes were a warm blue, almost hawaiian

he had careless blonde hair that ebbed and flowed like a cascade of water

he was a jock, very built and tall and handsome

he loomed over me most of the time

a gentle giant

when his big hands graze my body

i shiver because of the electricity produced in me

lotta adrenaline

and kissing him shocked me

literally and figuratively

truth or dare brings me joy and pain

to know something can happen

and it does happen

but it will become glass where it'll break into millions of pieces

and tear you apart

knowing it's impossible for that to happen ever in the natural world

but tangents aside

i took a picture with the flash on of my face

i looked tired, exhausted from emotion

my brown curls overlapped my green eyes

my eyebrows furrowed

freckles starlike

the scar from my nose to the right edge of my hairline was faded but defined

bringing back memories of

then

just an incident

just scars from what i was

i wrote in white digital marker on the screen

strx

my shortened phrase for

streaks

i pressed that blue arrow in the corner

which popped up my best friends list

S•KALEB🌊💕 657🔥   S•ALANA☀️ 646🔥
S•MARGE👑   582🔥   S•THEO☮️  210🔥
S•CAMM👓    345🔥  S•CALLUM💅🏿 98🔥
S•GRASS🌿   154🔥   S•ANDIE💇🏻‍♀️  412🔥

he is my #1 best friend

and i am his

for over two months

kinda making our friendship valid

by a little icon