The World of US

Chapter 4: Drunk chats

~Suga~

"Hyung! Hyung!"

"What jimin?"

"Want some icecream?"

"Sure."

"Okay. Im going to feed it to you."

"What? No Jimin i can spoon it myself."

Jimin giggles happily, "But i want to feed it to you!" he pouts.

I roll my eyes but cant help the smile that forms on my lips, "Fine, but you better not spill any on me."

"I could always lick it off for you."

My face snaps over to him so fast i think i hear my neck crack, "Very funny." i mumble, trying desperately to hide the excitement that had appeared on my face. Chill suga, your just a little drunk, sober you will hate you in the morning if you do anything stupid.

"Just give me some icecream already." i say.

Jimin giggles and brings the spoon up to my mouth feeding me carefully which surprises me because he seems pretty drunk, i half expected him to miss my mouth entirely.

"ou! i want to feed you like that!" i hear Tae say excitedly to Jungkook.

They both seem pretty excited at the thought of it.

Jhope groans from beside me, "I feel like we should probably go home before some fan or  paparazzi takes a picture of something they shouldn't."

Jin suddenly bursts into a loud contagious laugh at something namjoon said that probably wasnt even that funny. But of course because they are both drunk they find it absolutely hilarious. This is no surprise, when they drink they laugh....at literally anything. I mean Jin already laughs and makes dad jokes alot when he's sober, so just multiply that by 10 and you have a drunk Jin.

By the time he stops laughing he notices Jhope getting up from the table slong with jimin and i.

"Aw are we leaving already?"

"We can continue drinking at home if we must."

Jin smiles at jhope and jumps up to hug him, "Hey, so... want to hear a joke about a piece of paper" he pauses, "Nevermind.... its TEARable! get it? Tear-able!" He bursts into another fit of laughs along with Jimin who also seemed to think that was hilarious.

Jimin then proceeds to wipe away non-existent tears from his eyes, "That was a good one hyung!"

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Once we get back home we huddle up in the living room and have a few more drinks, something less strong this time though. The mood has calmed down a bit since the goofing around at the restaurant.

I can feel tension coming from Jungkook, like he wants to say something but is holding himself back.

I look over to him and catch his gaze, "Whats up Jungkook? You alright?"

He takes a breath and stares intently at the beer can in front of him, "Are you guys ever scared that one day all our fans will leave us and no longer support us?" Jungkook asks.

Whatever lightheartedness was left is certainly gone now, i feel the atmosphere become serious as the members seem to sober up a little.

"yes." i say honestly breaking the silence that had fallen upon us. "Though i cant see why anyone would stop being your fan."

The members turn to face me with concern, "Do you think they would stop being yours?" Jimin asks quietly.

I think about the way Jimin makes me feel sometimes and about the hateful things some people say. No matter how much love is thrown my way, the few hate comments always seem to affect me. They stand out. So yes, i do think people could stop supporting me one day, that i would lose all of my fans. Its okay though, as long as the other members are doing okay and still have their supporters, their fans, army. Its suppose to be ot7 but i see the comments online, i know there are people out there who dont like me.