The concert was really fun, it was great seeing our fans, ive missed them! No one forgot lines or messed up the choreography, it went great.... at least i thought it did. I thought everyone was happy with it, until we got off stage and Jimin broke down.
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Every member was smiling fondly as they waved to the fans while leaving the stage. Including me, as i watched the members smiling i felt happiness and relief because i thought everything went well.
The vibes were really good during our last song, the fans were singing along and it felt really good.
A soon as we are out of sight backstage i notice jimin branch off on his own, he moves quietly into the hallway as if he doesn't want to be seen.
I scrunch my eyebrows in confusion.
While the other members smile and talk about the concert i sneak away to go find him.
It doesn't take long, as soon as i enter the hallway i spot his crouched shaking figure against the wall.
My eyes widen at the sight before me, i can hear his quiet sobs which break my heart.
"Jimin?" i say with worry as i quickly make my way over to him. I crouch down beside him and put a hand on his back, "Whats wrong? Did something happen during the concert?"
He is a perfectionist so even the smallest mistake can have him breaking down like this. He has been getting better with handling the imperfections in his performances when they happen but sometimes he cant help it. He simply reacts, over thinking the tiniest mistake to the point where it seems huge and he tears himself up inside.
He sniffs, continuing to look down at his knees. "Did you hear it? Did you hear my voice crack? Then after that i didnt hit the right note. It sounded so bad yoongi. Everyone probably noticed and ... and-" he stops talking as his sobs take over.
"Shhh, its okay Jimin. I didnt notice and trust me i was listening to you sing. I always listen when you sing." I say while wrapping my arm around him and pulling him closer to me. He leans against me, his body shaking. I wish i could just go into his mind and remove all the bad thoughts, make him understand that he did amazing and sounded perfect to me. Im sure all of the fans thought he sounded amazing as well.
oh jimin... you have no idea how talented and perfect you are. "Everyone's voice cracks once in a while, its called being human. You dont need to worry... Did you hear those fans screaming your name out their? They love you, voice crack and all."
He sniffs again and wipes at his tear stained face, "but what about not hitting the right note? im suppose to be a vocalist but i cant even sing right." he whispers sadly while staring up at me with doe eyes.
He is so mesmerizing, his red plump lips are staring at me, urging me to kiss them, which is very bad timing. Here jimin is crying in my arms meanwhile im thinking of kissing him, kissing a fellow member of bts. I shake my head to get rid of the temptation but it does nothing.
I look away from him quickly, "Jimin, you sing beautifully. I actually like your voice the most out of the other members. You are a vocalist because you can sing, really well might i add. You singing one wrong note does not mean you cant sing. I know how hard you practice, that note was probably just a result of you knowing your voice cracked, you were distracted, thats all."
I can no longer hear his sobs so i look back over to him in curiosity.
He smiles up at me, "You like my voice the best out of the others? Really? But Jungkook is so good and Tae is so soulful and Jin has such a strong voice and-
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The World of US
Fanfiction-Yoonmin- (with a dash of taekook/vkook) In the world of Bangtan, also known as BTS, things can get quite hectic. Not only do they have to deal with busy schedules, award shows, fans, and constantly making new music but they also have to deal with...
