Every morning I roll over and mute my alarm clock.
I get up and shower and get ready for the day.
But today, today was different.
I muted my alarm clock and rolled back over.
I didn't want to go to work today.
Or at all with how I'm feeling.
There's a part of me that thinks, well if I don't show up maybe he will fire me.
I don't know what to do at this point.
I had feelings for him when I signed the contract and now they've deepened.
I actually think I'm falling in love with him.
But god knows I can't tell him that.
The deal was no strings attached.
Not let's sleep together and fall in love.
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After my head stops spinning I roll myself over.
I stare at the ceiling just imagining why it would be like if he felt the same.
Grayson is a great guy, he just has some parts in him that regrets his life decision.
I glance over at my alarm clock and it was now 8:00 am.
I was now late, or would be if I didn't leave right now.
I didn't have the urge to move.
It was as if I was numb and couldn't move.
What was this boy doing to me?
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Eventually I passed out.
I woke up to the sound of my phone ringing.
As I pick up I didn't even bother checking who it was.
"Hello" I said quietly.
"Hannah it's Grayson, where are you?" He asks calmly but you can hear a bit of tension in his voice.
His jaw is probably clenched right now.
That makes me weak.
"Hello?" He asks once more.
I've got to pull myself together.
"Uh hey Mr. Dolan, I-I didn't feel so good thus morning." I replied trying to make it sound as truthful as I could.
"So you just decided to not inform me?" He asked in a stern voice.
"I-I'm sorry I've gotta go." I said as I quickly hung up.
I hated lying but I couldn't do this anymore.
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I climbed out of bed with nothing but a T-shirt and boy shorts on.
As I walk down the stairs I noticed Carly making breakfast.
"Whatcha making?" I ask as I sit on the counter.
"Waffles." She said as she turned around and smirked at me.
"Of course." I say as I roll my eyes.
"Oh stop I'm making pancakes too" she snaps back jokingly.
I laugh lightly.
"You know I don't get you pancakes and waffles are literally the same thing." She says as she sets two plates on the table.
"How dare you say that they're the same, you disgust me." I say sarcastically while hopping off the counter.
I walk to the table.
As I sit down we both start to laugh.
"I've missed this" Carly says as she poor syrup on her waffles.
"Yeah so have I." I reply as I do the same to my pancakes.
After finishing out breakfast we walk into the living room.
Carly turns on the tv and looks at me.
"So did you figure out what you're going to to do." She asked breaking the silence.
"Carly he called me this morning, I couldn't talk to him. I think I'm just going to stop showing up." I reply
"No call no show?" She questions.
"Yeah, and I think I'm going to change my number. I don't want him to contact me. I feel guilty as it is." I say
"Hannah why do you feel guilty?" Carly asks with a concerned look plastered across her face.
"Because I broke the contract. I caught feelings I should've never signed to begin with." I reply as I look down at my lap.
Carly looks at me with regret.
"So what do you want to watch?" She asks changing the subject.
She understood me, that's what I love about her.
"Shameless, I could use a good laugh." I say as I begin to smile.
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The rest of my day went by slowly.
I tried to not think about what I was doing.
I knew Grayson would be pissed.
But I just couldn't let myself see him.
I'd probably break down.
And that's something he can't see.
He can't know I have feelings.
I've just got to disappear for awhile.
Carly agrees with my decision.
I've decided to change my number and leave for a few months.
I'm doing this to better myself.
I just hope he can understand...
Hey guys so a little plot twist. How do you think Grayson will react when he finds out? Will he be pissed or actually care and wonder why she left?
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