Problems of being pregnant with a thugs baby

Only the beginning.

Chapter1

Normally I would start off introducing my self but today I'm just gunna tell you a little bit about me and my story. My name is Jewels, I'm a total city girl I was born and raise in New York City. I love to be around my family and friends and love to party. I'm a total fashion geek and I'm just a lot of fun to be around. Most of my friends are guys too. A lot Of things changed though when my parents decided to bring me to Florida. Now I didn't like that very much and still don't but a lot of things changed once I was in Junior High. My friend was "talking" this one guy named Marcus. One day she decided to give him my kik. So he texted me we started talking. I soon found out he was a bad boy and lord knows how I love my bad boys but he wasn't no regular bad boy he was the type that got arrested did drugs and he is a fighter. Now outta the whole dating experience with dating if dating an average bad boy if you will. he was always in trouble at school got into some fights never went to jail and just smoked. This boy though I don't know what it was that attracted me to him but I was. Once he asked me out I said yes without second thinking. So we started going out.

Chapter 2

Now here's were things get a little rocky.After we started dating he wanted to have a baby. Of course we talked about names and all of that but I didn't think right now I mean I'm only 16. He was ready though. He came to the pool one time at my house and we almost had sex then my mom came and ruined it all. After that she banned me from him but of course she can't stop who I talk to so I just kept talking to him and till this day we still are talking and together. My mom my mom hates him but I could care less. Last week June 28,2014 my mom left to go see Jorge Lopez so I had my boo come over. We started off watching some movies then there was a sex part in the movie so we both started making out after he was kissing up on my neck. It then lead to taking off out cloths. We ended up having sex but he told me he used a condom and it was on the because he took it off after we were done.

Chapter 3

A couple days later I started feeling sick.He was my first and only person I ever had sex with. I mean he's a thug so I thought there would be a lot of excitement there and there was. When I started feeling sick though just after a couple days and i miss your period i start to worry. I called my best friend up and I told her evrrything. She said I was stupid for messing with a thug and that he ain't gunna be there for the baby if I am pregnant. Of course I was defending him and said yes he was because he told me he would. Then again boys do feed us girls stories so he could have done that too. He told me he did love me though and he wanted me to be his baby mama. We even went to the mall and looked at sneakers and cloths and all for the baby. We chose names and all but he wanted it to be a boy if I did get pregnant I won't lie I wanted a boy first to so if I have a girl he can protect his baby sister but at the same time I wanted a girl first. I would be happy either way but he was determined to get a boy. I thought it was cute at first till he told me if it was a girl I would have to give it away or get an abortion. That was a big stab in the heart so we argued about that and of course I won so now he's okay with us having a girl to. My mom has no idea about us still being together. About to days ago me and my mom got into an argument and she said if I wanted to walk out and be a woman then fine she wouldn't do anything else for me and that if I f***ed up my life I shouldn't come back to her. That hurt me in so many ways I mean I never heard my mom tell me that she even said that she was ready to give up on me. I told my boyfriend and he told me I should just pack and crash at his house but I didn't. I had cheerleading and as captain I have to be there and I just didn't want him to end up in jail again.