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Chapter8

After everything that happened I tried texting Marcus so many times after us hanging out at the mall and he didn't answer at all. We didn't talk for a whole week and now much more because we still haven't talked.... I texted him and he replied saying "what do you want?" I replied saying "I want my boyfriend back I want everything back to the way it used to be!" Then he said " who tf is your boyfriend because it ain't me so leave me the fuck alone because I can't fuck with you no more." I then threw down my phone saying fine whatever and started to cry. I started to wonder if he's leaving because he doesn't love me or because he knows that he got me pregnant and doesn't wanna be there for the baby. I didn't even care right now all I know is I want my baby to have a daddy and one that'll be there for him or her! like is that so hard to ask?!?! A nigga ain't even tryin to support his dawn baby like shit wtf does he expect me to do because I can't do this shit on my own. All I know is he better give me some money or his ass is going on child support and that shit is final!

Chapter9

~9Months later the baby is born and it's a beautiful baby boy~ I decided to name him Xavier. He weighed 8 pounds 11 ounces.Marcus is no where to be found in the picture and he's just isn't helping support the baby or anything I've dropped outta school and started working just to support the baby on my own I have him on child support but he hasn't been paying it so who knows maybe he's locked up by now. All I know is he is not seeing my baby. He couldn't have the balls to be there when he found out I was pregnant well now he ain't gunna be a father to my baby. I met this really amazing guy after him. I mean yeah it's only been a couple months and I have a son now but I figured if he's gunna have a father figure it might as well be a good one. Right? Plus this new guy adores Xavier. He treats Xavier like it's his own son. Maybe the thought of being with someone else wasn't as bad as I though. Besides I already felt like a bad mom. About a week or so before he and I stopped talking Marcus told me that I was gunna be a piece of shit mother to this baby and no matter what the baby would always hate me. that night things got out of control and I almost punched the shit outta him and the cops showed up he went to jail that night and they let him out the next morning. I never heard or saw him after that. That's when reality hit me and I realized that I'm gunna be alone and have to do it alone for a while. I moved outta my parents house and got my own place that's when I started talking to this guy.

Hey guys I hope you enjoying the story I'm so sorry I haven't been up to date with it lately I have cheerleading and school is starting soon so I had to put this on hold for a little bit but I'm back.Thank you guys for all your love and support!

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