Chapter 11
As I have Xavier watching Elmo and relaxed with his bottle in his mouth. I'm trying to catch up on some school work I haven't been able to do since my baby need all my attention. The things I will do for him is I explainable. Anyways catching up on school work you've missed isn't easy but after all I do enjoy spending time with Xavier I start working soon again too. So Xavier will be staying with my mom she loves to be around him. He's just such a happy and joyful baby to be around. So when she gets him she's always happy plus it's her first grandchild. She already spoils him to death but that's my mom. My younger sister and I were always spoiled even before we were out of her womb. As so as we came out we were already spoiled. I had designer bikinis cribs cloths sneakers strollers and everything else you could imagine. Xavier has exactly the same and nothing less then I has. Except he has designer swim trunks. Haha. Xavier was just a great blessing I couldn't have asked for a more better or perfect baby then my beautiful baby boy. He is very light skinned with light green eyes and curly hair. His complexion was perfect it made his eyes stand out a lot more. He could possibly even pass for a white boy haha but he is half Puerto Rican and half black. After Elmo had finished and I looked over to check on Xavier he was fast asleep so I took his bottle set it down on the table then picked him up and took him upstairs to his crib laid him in the crib and covered him. Then I turned the baby monitor on and went back downstairs to do my work for school. I was backed up a lot on my work because well I've been taking care of my son and since Marcus wasn't helping I was on my own. Sometimes it would piss me off and even frustrate me because I'm over here busting my ass working going to school and taking care of my son and Marcus is smoking,drinking,going to parties and all but I have to do what I have to do and I'm happy I have Xavier. He is the reason I stopped doing what I was doing. I knew if I was going to have my son I was gunna leave my teenage life behind and I did exactly that. Xavier's a lot of work but he's not even 1 years old yet but I love him so much. I guess as time goes by and he gets older and becomes more independent it will be easier but for now I love him just the way he is.
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